Hey Sis,
Don't know if you'll ever read this. Don't know how you would, really. I'm probably light-years from the nearest post box. Doesn't matter, I think I just need to write this. I miss you, wish you were here. Hah! I remember all the postcards I was going to put that phrase on and send to you from around the world when I found out about my stewardess job. Jamaica, Buenos Aries, Paris, San Francisco- Didn't quite make it. Hell, I didn't even make it to the airport...
I guess you've probably heard about Aunt Vanessa by now. If they haven't realized they've found her body, then she's probably beyond missing by this point. No more strawberry Christmas cheesecake this year, no one to tell us to stuff our faces while Lactose Intolerant Cousin Sara looks on, no more underwear for my birthdays that's three sizes too big. God, I miss her. And you. But you probably think I'm dead too... I know I would. Abandoned car by the wayside, miniature corpses everywhere... I'm not, you know. Not yet. I think that's why I'm writing this.
Johannesburg, Monaco, Rome- nope, not for the likes of me. What do I get? Mars, plague-ridden London, disintegrating planets and the Big Bang... Can't wait to tell Father Seward about that one. Remember when Jimmy Neighbors woke up with a snake on his face? I've got that beat; one hell of a story that you won't believe. Actually, you probably wouldn't. Being possessed by a two hundred long foot giant snake is a bit hard to swallow... particularly when it's happening to you.
I don't know why I'm writing this... no, yes I do. Look, Katherine, a friend of mine died. Well, not a friend, although I suppose he was. He was just a kid. This kid named Adric. One of the most irritating people I've ever met.
Aside from the Doctor.
Why do all my friends irritate the hell out of me? I'm not actually sure he's my friend either. Christ, I sound like I'm in fifth grade lunch period. I'm really starting to irritate me Kathy. Or scare me more like. You know how when someone dies you sit around feeling guilty and thinking, if only I've done this or if only I had talked to him a few seconds longer none of this would have ever happened? I wish I was thinking that right now. Could use a little healthy guilt. No, not for me. Tegan Jovanka thinks what if had been me. It could have been, you know. Your older sister could be a radioactive cinder stuck up some dinosaur's... but it wasn't. But it could be, next time. And there's someone who might be able- might have been able to save Adric and I'm not sure why he didn't. I mean I understand on some levels.
Not the ones that count, though.
Not really.
Why am I doing this? Why am I here? I have no life, no 'human' friends, no boyfriend, no career, no skills. I just walk around bitching and watching people die. Making people die?
I do I miss you. Wish you were here. I didn't know how much I could really mean those words. Good luck on that computer job in Sydney... I told you getting that degree would change your life. Give Richard a kiss for me.
Hugging you harder,
Teegs