In The Darkness Of My Mind
Author: Nikki Kou
Hi everyone I know you guys are probably thinking 'why is this stupid b**** writing another fic when she hasn't finished the chibi chibi affair well here's my response. I doh give a damn I doh give a f*** and I'll leave it at that. Anywayz this fic is a little insight into Seiya's mind after leaving earth. It may or may not have a happy ending. (bet this will surprise lilaclight if she reads this) and last but not least this fic will contain some dark content and some very colourful language and graphic events in some areas at some point during if you know what I mean. I'll leave you now to read...
"He's doing it again" stated an exasperated voice.
"Yaten leave him alone," warned the other voice.
"But he can't continue like this Taiki! It's not healthy, you know that!" replied Yaten angrily.
"I know but let's leave him alone for a little while longer before we decide to try anything," answered Taiki.
"But Taiki he hardly eats anything and he works constantly even though he doesn't need to. We finished rebuilding a year ago and for the past year he's worked himself to the bone. And let's not forget the numerous times that his body has collapsed under the constant lack of sleep and non stop work. Then to top it off he retreats into his own little world in his mind," stated Yaten anger radiating from him.
"I understand, we will talk to him after dinner tonight in his room okay?" said Taiki decisively.
"We cannot let this wait any longer. The more time he spends in these periods of his mind means that his mind is becoming more and more attractive to him than reality. If he decides that staying in his mind makes him happier we will lose him and I don't think we'll ever get him back..." said Yaten his eyes becoming distant.
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They were talking about him again. He could feel it. Probably pitying him and his unrequited love. It didn't matter to him, his new home was ready. Looking at the beautiful garden with its colourful foliage he smiled radiantly thinking of who was waiting there for him. Before stepping into the garden however he felt something call to him. Turning he saw the darkness. It was the section of his mind which held his true self. Someone who had been there since the beginning of everything. The Universe, its galaxies planets and stars; he'd been there and witnessed it all. No one knew of this side, he hadn't known until the dark memories of Odango's rejections had released them. Looking longingly at the garden again he made a decision. The garden was ready and waiting for him to return to it anytime. He had an idea of what would happen in that garden. The darkness though, that was a mystery, well not all of it he knew that it contained his rejections not only from Odango but from other experiences in that life time. Times when he'd lost control, times when he'd felt like losing control and all of the bad memories. That one dark spot encumbered them all. Making a decision to explore this aspect of his mind, of himself before completely commiting himself to complete happiness he turned towards the darkness...
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So what do yall think. I'm taking a poll. Should I write this one up or is it a waste of my time and yours
Author: Nikki Kou
Hi everyone I know you guys are probably thinking 'why is this stupid b**** writing another fic when she hasn't finished the chibi chibi affair well here's my response. I doh give a damn I doh give a f*** and I'll leave it at that. Anywayz this fic is a little insight into Seiya's mind after leaving earth. It may or may not have a happy ending. (bet this will surprise lilaclight if she reads this) and last but not least this fic will contain some dark content and some very colourful language and graphic events in some areas at some point during if you know what I mean. I'll leave you now to read...
"He's doing it again" stated an exasperated voice.
"Yaten leave him alone," warned the other voice.
"But he can't continue like this Taiki! It's not healthy, you know that!" replied Yaten angrily.
"I know but let's leave him alone for a little while longer before we decide to try anything," answered Taiki.
"But Taiki he hardly eats anything and he works constantly even though he doesn't need to. We finished rebuilding a year ago and for the past year he's worked himself to the bone. And let's not forget the numerous times that his body has collapsed under the constant lack of sleep and non stop work. Then to top it off he retreats into his own little world in his mind," stated Yaten anger radiating from him.
"I understand, we will talk to him after dinner tonight in his room okay?" said Taiki decisively.
"We cannot let this wait any longer. The more time he spends in these periods of his mind means that his mind is becoming more and more attractive to him than reality. If he decides that staying in his mind makes him happier we will lose him and I don't think we'll ever get him back..." said Yaten his eyes becoming distant.
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They were talking about him again. He could feel it. Probably pitying him and his unrequited love. It didn't matter to him, his new home was ready. Looking at the beautiful garden with its colourful foliage he smiled radiantly thinking of who was waiting there for him. Before stepping into the garden however he felt something call to him. Turning he saw the darkness. It was the section of his mind which held his true self. Someone who had been there since the beginning of everything. The Universe, its galaxies planets and stars; he'd been there and witnessed it all. No one knew of this side, he hadn't known until the dark memories of Odango's rejections had released them. Looking longingly at the garden again he made a decision. The garden was ready and waiting for him to return to it anytime. He had an idea of what would happen in that garden. The darkness though, that was a mystery, well not all of it he knew that it contained his rejections not only from Odango but from other experiences in that life time. Times when he'd lost control, times when he'd felt like losing control and all of the bad memories. That one dark spot encumbered them all. Making a decision to explore this aspect of his mind, of himself before completely commiting himself to complete happiness he turned towards the darkness...
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So what do yall think. I'm taking a poll. Should I write this one up or is it a waste of my time and yours