Hey all, it's another one. I'm not too sure about the start of this story, I like some parts, dislike others. Eh. I'm not even sure where I'm headed with this story, all I know is that I have certain things I know for sure I want to incorporate into this. I don't know how long this will be, but I'm hoping it wont be too short. The chapters are going to be based on songs. This song is "I Miss You" by Blink 182.
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Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head
I miss you miss you
Hyde rubbed his eyes. It was another sleepless night. He'd had many of these since Sam had left. In fact he had many of these since Sam had entered his life. Looking around at the dark hotel room he took a deep breath, the smell of cigarettes and cheap liquor filling his nose. He looked over to the busty blonde splayed across his bed, and rolled his eyes in disgust. He had gone to Chicago for a break from life, and instead he felt as thought he was digging himself into a bigger rut. Picking up his wallet Hyde flipped it open allowing the pictures to fall across his lap. Zen masked his emotions but deep inside he could feel the desire for what used to be.
Contrary to what everyone thought though, it wasn't just the loud-mouthed woman who stole his heart years ago that had driven him away from point place. It was everyone. Donna and Eric were in Madison now, not that it mattered. They had practically gotten used to being without the youngest Forman. And Donna just hadn't been Donna since Eric had left in the first place. She was distant, angry and even forgot about Jackie when she needed her the most. Kelso and Brooke had moved across the hall from Fez. Kelso, somehow had managed to repair things with Brooke, and decided being a father was his priority, at least someone had their head straight. Fez was once again with Laurie, just not in the same way as before. After Jackie and Fez had broken up, she moved out and on her own, even against Mrs. Forman's wishes. She had become so independent, and he was truly proud of her. Fez, in need of a roommate offered the room to a desperate Laurie, against Mr. Forman's wishes. Hyde couldn't contain the scoff that escaped his lips, and immediately regretted it as the buxom blonde stirred, reaching across the bed to his empty spot.
Hyde held his breath hoping she wouldn't wake wondering why he wasn't at her side; and he sighed in relief when she pulled her arm back, turning her back to his once filled spot. He didn't want to deal with her right now, anyway. Once he was sure she was asleep, he flipped his wallet shut and laid it on top the desk in front of him. Reaching down he grabbed his beer. He couldn't remember how many he had so far, not that it mattered, he didn't really want it anyway, in fact he wasn't even thirsty. He just wanted to forget her. Taking a swig of the bubbly substance he placed the bottle back in its original spot, it still wasn't helping. He wasn't going to be able to forget her. Not tonight anyway.
Sighing, the sleep he hoped for wasn't going to come, and neither was the drunken numbness. All he wanted was to stop feeling, stop missing her, and stop remembering…he just wanted his old life back. He was Steven J. Hyde after all; he wasn't supposed to be like this.
Frustrated with himself for getting so deep into these thoughts again, he stood angrily, forgetting about the girl in his bed. Slipping on his coat and boots, he grabbed his necessities and headed out the door, just as a sleepy voice called his name.
Changes were going to come soon.