Okay so I've had this in mind for a while but I couldn't decide which characters to make it about. I decided Carlos/Kendall since I haven't made a fic for them yet. Enjoy!

I was so sad.

Yes, the leader of Big Time Rush, was sad. Things just couldn't go right.

Logan was always so pessimistic so I felt like I couldn't talk to him. James was too absorbed in himself to care about anyone else's feelings at times so that left Carlos.

Carlos was always smiling and laughing. He was watching TV so I went up to him.

"Hi Carlos."

"Oh, hey Kendall!" He smiled at me. His smile faded when he realized I wasn't smiling. "Are you okay?"

"No." I immediately started crying. Carlos just stared up at me with those beautiful brown eyes.

"Come here," He said in a warm voice, spreading his arms out to hug me. I sat on the couch next to him and leaned into his embrace. I started sobbing some more as he rubbed my back and rocked us back and forth.

"I just don't want to live anymore." I sobbed into his chest. He smelt so good.

"Oh, Kendall. Don't say that. I don't know what I would do with myself if you were gone... I can't even imagine how lost I would be without you. You're my best friend. I had a period of time where I thought about suicide for a long period of time and sometimes I feel that way but do you know how I get through it?

"H-how?" I sniffled.

"When I feel like there's no point in living anymore, I think of the simple things. The way the air smells after a thunderstorm, the way the sun rays beat down on you and you feel the warmth. The birds singing in the morning. The smell of flowers when I walk outside. The sound of a beautiful voice. The sound of people laughing. Seeing you, Logan, and James smile. That's what keeps me going and I think you should start looking at the simple things too." Carlos said, sighing happily.

I was in awe. "C-Carlos... I..."

"And if that doesn't work, always remember that so many people love you. Gustavo and Kelly love you. James loves you. Logan loves you. Your mom and sister love you. I love you. So much."

"I love you too." I hugged him tighter. "More than you can ever imagine.

AHHHH I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW CHEESY THE ENDING WAS.

Haha well I hope you enjoyed it! This is how I look at life when I feel sad.

Don't forget to smile today!

Thanks for reading!