A Good Feeling

"Lynn! I thought I told you to get up hours ago?" I heard my mother yelled from down stairs. I rolled over in bed to lay on my stomach, groaning loud enough for my mother to hear me. Staying up late on a school night, and I mean real late, isn't the best thing to do. I looked up at my alarm clock that I never really used, to check the time. It was only 7:30 and my mother knew that high school didn't start til 9. I had been telling her that all damn year, hell since school started! Sighing, I got up anyways so that I wouldn't have to hear her bitch anymore and slowly made my way to the bathroom. I had time to go at my own pace, so I did. Brushing my teeth first, then doing my hair and make-up. Putting on clothes was always done last. Only because it took me forever to find what to wear. I could never make up my mind. I mean anything in my closet would scare the hell out of others besides my friends.

After I finished straightening my short black hair, and putting on my black eyeliner and shadow on my natural bright blue eyes, I walked out of the bathroom and walked across my room to my closet. I then slung the door open and began to look through my clothes. "Hm...What in the hell am I going to wear today?" I asked myself, placing my hands on my hips. I reached in and picked out my fish net undershirt, then a shirt. The shirt was black with short sleeves and had a skull on the back of it. I smirked and then nodded, taking off the shirt I slept in and through it on the floor, putting on the fish net shirt first and then the other shirt on top of it so it stood out. Once I had it on, I looked back into the closet for some bottoms to wear. "Skirt or pants?" I asked myself once again. In reaching into my closet this time, to pull out a semi-short black poofy skirt and black skinny jeans. 'Hard choice.' I thought to myself. It was indeed a real difficult decision. 'Ahh..Damnit.' I thought, then put the skinny jeans back up in my closet, then took my PJ pants off, and slipped the skirt on. I already knew what shoes I was going to wear, so I grabbed them and then went over to my dresser and picked off my fish net stockings off the top of it.

Now finally finished getting dressed, it was time to get to school. I looked over at the clock and it was 45 minutes til 9. I shrugged and then grabbed my school bag and went down stairs. 'Maybe the coven will surprise me today.' I thought, smiling some. "Alright mom! Lets go!" I yelled for her. She then came running out of the kitchen with her purse and keys. "You have everything?" she asked, looking at me. I smiled and nodded, then felt around my neck. "Wait! No! Hold on!" I said, freaking out then. I dropped my school bag then ran back upstairs to my room.

Once in my room I began to look around. I was missing my pendent. "Where the hell is it?" I said, near screaming. I growled deeply and then ran over to my bed and pulled the covers back and found it there under my pillow. Sighing in relief, I picked it up and put it on. I then closed my eyes and bowed my head some, closing my eyes to say my morning prayers the gods and goddesses. "God and Goddess of the skies, please let me follow my day to day action. Take action upon my cries, hear me today and love me always. Help me through life's struggles and grant me strength for all I do. Guide me into life with an open mind and a fresh slate. So mote it be!" I mumbled softly, then slowly opened my eyes and let my pendent go. Smiling at myself, I felt like today was going to be one of those good days I rarely get. "Lynn! Lets go now! If you haven't found your necklace, forget it! You have to get to school!" my mother yelled. I swear she had no respect for me at all. Growling some, I ran out of my room and rushed off to school.

~/School\~

"Bye mom!" I yelled over the roar of students that where around, after I had gotten out of the car. Quickly, I shut the door and disappeared from my mothers site in the crowd of kids before she even got to reply. I wasn't in the mood of hearing her go on about make sure I do my work and listen to my teachers. That bugged the hell out of me because she'd do it ever damn morning, but not today. I smiled to myself as I came up to the front doors of my school, and then walked in. Nova High School, its a really small public school in Seattle, Washington. And a very weird name for a school if you ask me. But that's Washington for you I guess. Hell they have a city named Forks. Yeah, just as weird, but its real nice there.

As I walked in, I took the first right and then the next left, on my way to my before and after school club I attended to. It was a club specifically for people like me. Well the people that believed in what I truly believed in. I wasn't yet a member, I mean and official member yet, but hopefully today would be the day, I could feel it actually. Smiling at the feeling I was having, I slowly made my way down to the end of the hall, and then stood in front of the class room door. I bit my bottom lip hard, about to chicken out. But then I heard talking. "Alright everyone, I am about to post the new members list up, so be ready." My eyes widen some, and I quickly walked in to find my best friend, and leader of the club, Christina, posting other things on our board. Looking around, I noticed others looking at me, I smiled some, then walked over to a desk to wait for Christina to post the list up.

Before I could even sit down, Christina stopped what she was doing, and then ran over and clung to me. I laughed some and hugged her tightly. "Hey there." I said. "Hey hey!" she giggled. Christina was the only reason I ever recovered from my cutting days. She helped me find Nyx and the club. Ever since then, my wrist has been cut free, and I have been blade free. "So, before you post, and so I don't have to look..Did I get in?" I asked her, pulling back to look at her. Christina's smile faded and then she looked down, biting her bottom lip. "Damn..." I mumbled. She then giggled and held up the list. My eyes widen, and I then saw my name. Lynn Spencer, the first one on the list. "Oh my goddess!" I shrieked. Christina laughed and then I began to jump up and down. I was so damn happy, and I just knew that something good was going to happen today. I smiled and then Christina giggled, then hugged me again. "Congrats!" she said. "Thanks Chrissie." I replied, hugging back. Christina then pulled away smiling at me, then went to go post the list for everyone else to see. "Alright, before you all come and check out the list, I want you to know that afternoon club is canceled today. And from now on, every Friday, just like today, there will be no afternoon club. Please don't asked questions, thank you, and you all may now come view the list." Christina announced, smiling some, and then moved out of the way for people to look at the list. 'That's weird..I wonder why. Maybe she'll tell me later.' I thought to myself, and then sat down for the rest of the morning club.

After club, it was time for real school to start. Boring, but I had to go through with it. I sighed and then stood up from the desk I was sitting in and then said my goodbyes to everyone in the club, then left for my first class. English 3. It was one of the only classes I loved besides Lunch and my free period. On my way there, I kept thinking of what is was going to be like to be an official member of the club. Even though I was best friends with the leader, she never really told me everything, only because I wasn't really suppose to know not being a member and all. 'Damn! I should have asked her about all of this during club.' I thought, hitting myself in the head with my notebook. 'Goddess! I can be so clueless at times.' I sighed and then turned the corner into the hall where my class was.

Right as I turned the corner I ran straight into someone. "Gah! I am so sorry!" I shrieked, not even noticing who it was. I then looked up to see who it was. "J-Justin.." I stuttered some. Justin Michaels, the most bad ass guy of the school, and a hot one at that. I felt my face flush red. "Hey Lynn. Don't worry about it." he said, smiling at me. At first he didn't seem to strike you as a bad ass, but how much he gets in trouble and enjoys it, he is. The only reason why he is nice to me is because I was one of is first friends when he moved here in the 9th grade, well I was the only one brave enough to actually talk to him. "O-Oh, alright." I said, smiling nervously. "Well I have to get to class, uhm, let me write my number down, and you can text me when class starts." he said quickly, taking my hand and then the pen out of his ear. I blushed more, then bit my bottom lip, trying to control it. 'Wow...Two good things happening today, I knew the feeling was right!' I thought, smiling.

Once he was done writing his number down, we said our goodbyes, and then went our separate ways to class. I quickly ran down the hall and into my class room to take my seat in the back of the class room like always. Sitting my bag down on my desk, I waited til someone sat in front of me to take my phone out and add Justin to my contacts list, then to text him. I bit my bottom lip, being really impatient at the moment, then finally someone sat down in front of my and I quickly put his number in my phone and texted him.

Me: Hey Justin, its Lynn.

Justin: Hey! Wat class you stuck in?

Me: English. You?

Justin: Lucky! Im stuck in Biology.

Me: Haha! Sucks to be you.

Justin: Yeah yeah. Anyways what you doing saterday?

'Oh my goddess! Is he asking me out?' I thought, looking up at the board for a minute, biting my bottom lip tightly. I fake payed attention for a minute, then looked back down at my phone.

Me: Oh. Nothing, why?

Justin: Well I wanted to hang with you if ur not busy that is.

Me: I have nothing planned, so that would be cool.

Justin: Awesome! Ill call ya if something comes up and I have to change the day.

Me: Alright! :)

Justin: :)

I closed my phone, not really going to respond to that smiley face text, then silently cheered to myself. I couldn't believe it. Justin Michaels wanted to actually hang with me. Seriously! 'Three good things have happened today! What's next?' I thought, looking up at the board, trying to look like I was learning something. I then suddenly got a text message. I blinked, then looked down to check.

Christina: Hey! After school I have something for you so wait up for me.

Me: Alright. What is it?

Christina: No questions. Just wait for me.

Me: Alright then.

After I sent that text, she didn't text me back. 'That's weird. Wonder what it is.' I thought, then shrugged to myself, and put my cell up and began to actually pay attention to the class.


I hope you liked this first chapter. I know that it doesn't seem like a Twilight FanFic, but it turns out to be, trust me. I hope I get lots of reviews.