Bitsy's Song
I brushed the tears falling from my face and walked back down the stairs, don't think anybody could tell I had been crying. I ran down the steps from the attic and into my room.
BITSY's POV
Why has she been going up there so much. I mean God, its just some old attic space.... wonder what's up there anywho's. I jumped off the bed and ran up the stairs to the attic, my god stupid curvy stairs JEEZE! To many stairs, why are there so many STAIIIRS?!? Ok why does Brit come up here everyday??? Who would want to climb these stairs? Better be something good! I got up to the top of the stairs and looked around, there were just boxes, boxes that we never unpacked. I walked foward to one that had been opened and papers were all around it. Maybe this is what it was? Old papers from 8th and 9th grade? I started going throught the box... hmm,
BITSY'S CRAPTASTIC SONGS
Course I would write that on the front of my song book. Summer of freshmen year eh? I opened it up and flipped to the back. This is where i kept my songs. Kinda weird about people looking through my stuff like this.
It feels like no one cares any more
Insidents
I walk through the halls of my life
Faces pass me by ask for help
Never caring about me
So how long have I stood hear
Waiting for someone to notice my pain?
Things just aren't the same
Why'd you have to go?
I needed you to stay
It's not your fault though
But still why'd you have to go?
You were the one I told everything to
Now it's all bottled up inside
Waiting to explode out
But it never did
Never Break down
How long have I stood here
Waiting for someone to hear me?
Seems like forever
Why'd you have to go?
I needed you to stay
It's not your fault though
Still… why'd you have to go
Terror's written across your face
You know what will happen next
Your eyes are pleading a goodbye
I needed you to stay
And then you left me
Why, oh why did you have to go
Now my hearts in two
Why'd you have to go?
Right on the edge of a break down
Hiding it the best I can
Why'd you have to go?
I'm breaking down
I needed you to stay.
O God, everything was so different now. I felt so much better about most things. This... I got up and ran out of the room down the stairs and out side. If they wanted to know I was going to go to Emily's house. Still hiding stuff from everybody huh Bitsy nothings changed that much
AN: and that's it feel free to Review it favorite or watever you want.
~BEC