~Rush Love~
Chapter 1:So many signs , so little time
Prologue:
"Duncan , this is not how we will end it!"
"Gwen , be sure there is just one chance for us to be happy-and you and I weren't ment to last!"
"But I can remember the pressure of your lips on mine , I can remember our last kiss-sweet , toxic , passionate , wild , incredible,"
"I hope you can live from memories!"
After I left Gwen's house shouting and screaming "It's over!" . And now…I can say the world is mine . Maybe I'll drive to Cali . I need the wind to blow to my punk hair . And I need to forget Gwen . But , hey , you know what?The sound of missing her..I can't hear it . I'm perfectly fine without her.
I imagined that me and Gwen will have the best relationship ever . We will live from our teenage dreams and we will be happy forever listen to rock and make-out and smoking and… Sometimes I can be so stupid . I was tired of drama when I …Maybe I never loved Gwen , I mean , she was always so calm and so shy . There were days when she didn't wanted to talk with me because her feelings `are so difficult to understand`. Heh girl , you better get a life , `cause this bad boy is ready to rock the world!
You will say that a relationship between a goth and a punk is perfect . But sometimes , the things starts to become so complicated . I mean , she never tried to change me and she wasn't bossy but these two months were a waste of time . She didn't understand my passion for music . I mean , my band –RSH- was the best thing that happened to me . Me , DJ and Geoff are ready to start to record and sing and go on a tour . If a crazy producer will think we rock . And maybe this will happen one day .
The truth it's that these 2 guys are protecting me . I haven't been to jail since I came from TDWT . It's so hard to understand how 4(3 if you want) letters can make a heart to bleed so hard . For me , going on this stupid show is the biggest mistake I have ever done . I was so happy with her . The color of her onyx eyes , the smell of her expensive , French perfume and her mocha skin are driving me crazy when I think about them . And now , some things that seemed so simple are now just dreams..dreams that will probably never come true .
Did I forget to mention her mocha skin…and the sound of her shouting at me…and then the sound of our last fight…We were nothing but fights and shouts and tears . But I liked being like that . And I liked how she tried to change me .
Suddenly , I got a message:
`This is Courtney-Megan Mars , a music producer from New York . I just listened of one of your band's song and I think it's amazing . Maybe you would come here to talk about recording an album soon?Thank you.`
Wow…This is really , the best day of my life!Courtney-Megan Mars , if I could run so fast that I could be right now in New-York just to tell you that I'm sorry…Ahh…Tomorrow , I don't care if DJ and Geoff don't want to go , I will go alone .
But , hey , I will buy her some pink roses and chocolate and…man , I can't wait!I need to call Geoff .
On the phone(Duncan-Geoff)
`Hey , bro , wassup?`
`Man , I have some crazy news…crazy , man!I swear , I am the happiest man alive!`
`Wow , bro , you sound like you won 1,000,000 dollars!`
`Man , what happened to me today is the best thing ever . A music producer from New-York want to see us . She said she liked our song ! And she is..`
`We gonna partyyy tonight , Dunk! We will be famous ! We will have lots and lots of money!`
`But this isn't the best part .`
`What can be better than that?You know I'm not the smartest gut ever , but this seems to me..`
`Dude , the producer is Courtney !Courtney , man , Courtney!`
`Wait…`
`Me and Gwen broke-up . `
`Sorry dude , I think this is hard for you .`
`Dude , I'm so happy right now that I can fly!`
`We are going tomorrow to New-York . you need to see this chick , dude!You sound like..crazy about her!`
`She drives me crazy!`
My love for Courtney was starting to burn again . Do you know how much I want now to see her , to touch her , to feel her? My heart is staring to bleed…Our love story was a fairytale gone bad . Why bad? Because I was a fool . I never accepted the idea of –Courtney is out of Duncan's life- is like –Duncan's life is over . But somehow , me and Gwen lasted months . 2 months living a lie is sad . Is sad lying to someone for 2 months.
But , be careful Courtney-Megan Mars , your bad boy is coming ! And this time , he won't leave you !
Courtney's Point of View:
`So , I send a message to one of the band's singer .`
Me and Heather(yeah , Heather from tdwt , my best friend now) were drinking a coffee at our favorite place , somewhere in New-York . Is so nice to talk with her , now that she changed so much . Her future husband made her see how bad she was .
`Is he hot?Maybe he could be the one for you! Since Duncan broke your heart you have been thinking about that jerk and.."
`Heather , if you think I'm gonna fall for the first boy I see , you are wrong!`
`Hey , sometimes you can fall for everyone you see ."
`I know , and it's freakin' annoying because I still Love Duncan so much!`
`But if Duncan thinks a weirdo goth it's better than you than he deserves to burn in hell!`
`But , Duncan is the only guy I really loved…and I still love him . But he cheated on me…`
All the bad memories that I have started to replay on my mind . If he would probably broke-up with me first then kissed Gwen…maybe I would be fin . Because when you love someone you want him to be happy . And if he is happy without you , you can accept it if he shows you RESPECT . But Duncan wanted to broke my heart and to see me hurt . Maybe if he could see me crying every night and how for me was a wonder if I could wake up in the morning and make-up . Our separation made me weak . I couldn't do nothing for 3 weeks .
I f I would see him , probably I'll apologize for loving him . And probably he will tell me how happy he was with…I can't do this anymore . I'm not Courtney now . Courtney wouldn't let a bad boy to plaay with her feelings like this . And he isn't even here!
`Hey, I have an idea!`
`Yeah Heather…I said bored .`
`What if we go and buy some clothes for you . I think tomorrow those guys will die when they will see their sexy producer!"
'Okay`
So this is how me and Heather ended shopping at Victoria Secrets searching push-up bras…and how I left his memory alive on that black table waiting to pay the bill .
SO … this is the first chapter of ,Rush Love' … hope you liked it…sry for my bad English…I hope I'll get at least 4 reviews and the next chapter will be up soon!
XoXo…Kourtney…