My latest fanfic about Sasuke's thoughts and feeling about Itachi.
This song used in this songfic is Cold by Crossfade.
The lyrics are actually Itachi's POV,if you don't get what I mean.
It's just something that I just rushed out.
Hope you guys enjoy it!
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Looking back at me I see
that I never really got it right
Since young, Oto-san has always neglected me.
He's always talking about Onii-san, to Onii-san.
It seems like the whole world revolves around that fucking cold murder!
What's wrong with me?
What something that he got that I don't have?
Why does everyone compare him with me?
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
Whenever I train with Onii-san, I always let him train first.
I will watch him amid he's training.
And every time after his own stupid training, he will always say,
"Let's go back Sasuke."
You are the antidote that gets me by
something strong
like a drug that gets me high
As if I'm a trouble, and he's avoiding me.
What's wrong with him?
Can't he just leave me alone?
If he wants to go back, then he can go home by himself!
Why bother me?
Yes, I know that he has missions,
I also know that he needs to train,
But why can't he just leave me alone?
I mean I really wanna train! What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
If he didn't kill them,
Then I wouldn't be the Sasuke now.
I never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say,
Is that I'm really sorry about you, Itachi.
If you told me about the elders,
It wouldn't have been the same.
No way.
To you, I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now I can see
Afterkilling my own brother, Itachi,
I saw the truth.
This truth of ours,
Is going to lead to another truth.
The new truth is that I'm going to crush Konoha.
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I'm not going to go your peaceful way, Itachi.
I would have, though.
I never meant to be so cold
I really, didn't mean to kill them.
But they made you suffer.
They tortured you.
That is the reality.
You didn't want me to see that
Did you?
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
It's just their payback time.
It's time that they feel sorry for you.
It's the time that they feel remorseful.
It's time.
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
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Yeah! Just finished the whole thing!
Read and Review people!