Okay, here's a little background. This is in the point of view of one of the characters of my main fic, Princess of Darkness, Toni. She's a, you guessed it, princess of darkness who fell in love with our young keyblade master. That doesn't go over that well! The things that happen here have some things to do with the main fic, but not all of them. Beware for angstyness and death and suicide

The song I used is What Hurts The Most by Rascall Flatts. I LOVE that song to death, but it's not mine

Kingdom Hearts (Sora) is (c) Disney and Square-Enix, but Toni is mine

I see you standing there, looking at me through the tears in your eyes, through the pain. I know I've caused it, but I can't do anything about it. I see the pain in your moves as we fight; I see the broken heart on your sleeve. Knowing you hold such hate, such bitter hate for me tears me apart inside. I wish I didn't have to do this Sora, really I did. I wish with all my heart that we could go back…back to our little island, back to being friends, back to things were before I brought you into this horrible world.

"What hurts the most…"

I see you standing there, your Keyblade out, hate in your eyes. Words come out of my mouth, bitter, cold words that I know pain you so. I don't mean them, Sora. Honestly I don't. I don't know why I say them. It hurts to see you look at me like that. It hurts to know you hate me. It hurts to know I can never have you even though my heart aches for you..

"Is being so close…"

I see you standing there, your back to me, trying to hide the tears running down your cheeks. Words come out of your mouth, bitter, cold words that pain me so. I know you mean them, because I deserve them. You cry those tears because of me. You feel such pain because of me. Insults are nothing compared to how much your heart must ache. You know you can't have me. Then again, you don't want me.

"And having so much to say, and watching you walk away…"

I see you laying there, your eyes closed in forever sleep. The blood on the ground tells me your gone, the blood on your body tells me you're not coming back. The blood on my hands tells me why. At least, my dear Sora, you can't feel anymore pain. At least I wont have to see you cry another tear. At least I don't have to see that look of hate you give me.

"And never knowing what could have been…"

I see you no more, for the tears keep me from seeing anything. This is equivalent exchange. I caused you pain, and you caused me pain. We're equal now, Sora. I now know how much you hurt because of all those things you said. I now know dead inside you felt because of me. But I'm selfish, Sora. I'm so very selfish, for if I had the chance, I'd go back in time…just to see you…

"And not seeing that loving you…"

I see you standing there, on the edge of my balcony with a smile on your face and your hand outstretched. You don't hate me anymore, you don't look pained anymore. After all the things I've said to you, you still thought of me as a friend. After all the things I've done to you, you still cared about me. I walk towards you, taking your hand in mine, tears falling like rain to the ground. I can be with you now, Sora, and it will only hurt for a second…

"Is what I was trying to do…"

In the end, Toni jumped off the edge of her balcony if you couldn't tell. Yes, very sad, very angsty...I cried. Sora didn't really die in the main fic, but that song inspired me to write something very painful and sad. Rate and Review cause I love you!