|| everyone's around, no words are coming out... ||
It was cold, dark, and wet but she sat down on the grass anyway. She felt water seep in through her jeans, but she couldn't care less. The rain ran down her face and intermingled with the tears that were already falling.
She breathed in shakily.
One.
Two.
Three.
How could he do this to her, ahem, them? Didn't he understand how much they needed him? How much the wanted him? It was almost selfish of him to go.
But, it was also selfish for him to stay.
With this thought, her sobs grew heavier and deeper, her breath almost nonexistent as she gulped rainwater.
Didn't he see how much she needed him? She relied on him, trusted him, understood him. Didn't he see that? Or was he all too ready to throw it all away and start fresh in Japan?
She grabbed her shoulders, huddling in the strong rain. Her eyes were shut tight, her mouth parted slightly to breath in harshly, her whole body soaked thoroughly.
When he told her that he was actually, truly going, she broke. Her heart shattered, her sense wandered, her sanity destroyed by that one fact.
The rain grew heavier and she curled into herself, tears still flowing.
The others seemed unfazed that he was leaving them. Eddie and Jerry were even holding auditions. Auditions! As if that actually helped. Rudy was nothing short of proud and Milton stayed emotionless.
Rain pounded her back as she stood unsteadily. She grasped a tree for support, and stood there, shoving down a new wave of tears.
This was too heavy to understand. The fact that he, Mr. Kicky Kicky Chop Chop, the one who lived by the Wasabi Code, was leaving his friends to go to some fancy-schmancy academy in Japan. It made her head spin, her stomach cramp, her knees wobble.
Mustering the strength, she began walking out the park. The rain was a light, almost teasing, sprinkle that dusted her face with worries.
Is he really going?
Will he really leave them?
What is he thinking?
She broke into a sprint, running to the one person who would have all the answers. The one she needed to talk to.
Jack.
|| I'm not prepared ||
So, this was short. This was, if you couldn't tell, Kim's supposed thoughts of Jack's departure in "Hit The Road Jack." She's in the rain, since I love the rain and the rain is good for sad, confused thoughts.
This was just to pump us up for the episode tomorrow! I cannot wait.
Anyway, I think know all know our Mr. Kicky Kicky Chop Chop won't leave us. The show would be dead.
I hope you guys enjoyed this drabble.
Song mentioned is "Good To You" by Marianas Trench.
~WireWriter