Sitting at home, I'm in a world of my own. Thinking about this past weekend and all I can do is think of your face, your eyes when they start to somewhat sparkle when you smile. You little pink cheeks that you get after you have just wrestled, your silky shiny hair that is so soft. And your smile, don't even get me started on that your gorgeous sweet … Perfect smile. That's it, your perfect smile. The smile only you can pull. My thoughts begin to drift about you, and your perfect smile. When I suddenly realise the feeling in my stomach, not hunger, but butterflies. You know the sort you get when you get a crush. Well I guess that's it, I guess you are my crush. A crush I shall never have but a crush none the less. Shaking my head I'm trying to make sense my head keeps telling me you're too young, you're their best friend. But when my head tells me this it makes my body shake with annoyance. What if you're with him? The other little one? OMG I cannot think of that, it hurts too much. No get out of my head, you couldn't be with him your too cute to be with him. And is it really that bad of an age gap? No it's only three years I'm sure nobody will mind. You are so sweet. You can never do no wrong. I want you, yes I want you. Not as a friend as a lover as my lover, nobody else's, I want you to myself. I think you like me, you look that way to me, you look into my eyes differently than you do with the others you do like me don't you. OMG this weekend what am I supposed to do, or even wear. Oh why do you make me feel like that why? I only have two days to find some nice outfits that may be able to woo you. I hope I do. If I don't my heart will ache till next week when I shall try again.

Third Person

Rushing about he set's about going through his wardrobe trying to find that 'perfect' outfit.

That is ugly….I still own that….Oh ..nah…Nope…Come on there must be something in here that I can wear. I am tearing my wardrobe to pieces finding that one perfect outfit, no use nothing I own will catch you. Get you to….I am brought out of my thoughts by my phone and upon picking it up, I see your name just as I do my head goes all over the place what am I going to say?

'Hello….herrrro…..Oi Shaney?'

'H..h…h..hi?'

'Good I thought you were ignoring me….'

OMG you thought I was, no I wasn't aww don't ever believe that.

'So Shaney you coming tonight?'

'Huh?'

'McDonalds man, we all meeting up. Matt an Jeff they coming home. We are going to meet them there you coming?'

'To..to…to..tonight?'

'Yeah in like half hour or so. Well the invitations there man, I gotta go my mums calling me, see you there?'

'Uh yeah.'

'Bye Shaney'

With that you were gone, wait I said yes that's gives me half hour to. Look at me I will never be ready in time…

A/N: A lil something that was floating around in my head, may turn into something more. Dedicated to Lisa my lil stalker friend :)