'Do
you trust me?' All of a suddon emotions came rushing at
her, from every direction.'This
is too much, it's too much.' The voices from her past
just would not leave her alone, they were disrupting her whole
existence.
Her existence? Did she really exist or was she merely
yet another empty echo in the world? Was her reality the truth, or
was it simply the duration of her own imagination?
The human
existence is only an illusion we create.
'Do you trust me?' One hit, two hits, three hits and she's down. Along with her walls she tumbles to the ground. Simple memories start to flash before her eyes. 'Something fell on me.' She realizes that she didn't even put up a fight. 'Did I fall asleep? Slowly she rises up and walks away. 'They won't wake up.' This is nowhere and nothing matters here. No one cares if you die, because you're dead already.
'Do
you trust me?' When she cries, she feels nothing at all.
The tears bring her right back home. Always alone, with thoughts she
can never fully remember, with fading memories and a clean slate. It
seems to never end. This is her life. Everyday she wakes up and
starts at square one again. There's no sympathy for someone who
does not truly exist.
She's looking for herself in all the wrong
places, by becoming someone else she drowns the distant faces.
'Do
you trust me?' It's like being stuck in a recuring
nightmare and you can't keep awake. They dump your body in the
shallow water, you float to the surface. There is no escape. You feel
caught in between. It all leads back to actions having consequences.
But the physical world does not make a difference when you take
feelings into account.
Feelings. They're just a concept of
revenge.
We're all being put to the test and we know what we
have to do.
'Do
you trust me?' She frowned and walked up to the full
body mirror and looked at herself. She really examined herself. Dark
lines were beginning to form under her eyes. The brown irises somehow
seemed darker, her skin looked ugly and old.
'I'd
like to take my place in the world.'The few steps that
seperated her from the others, were now a miles hike. She glanced
down at them. They were all walking around like ghosts. Empty and
innocent, childlike ghosts.
'Do
you trust me?' Echo carefully observed her fellow
comrads, she wanted to memorieze every mark and scar that embellished
their bodies.'The world is
in need of some serious saving' Oh no, there was nothing
cliché about her needs, or wants for that matter of fact. 'I
want to do everything.' Yet you already know how this
will end, because they live in a world that was built on lies and so
they vanish along with it. Only when we have forgotten what it's
like to be human, will this be okay.
Their reality is our
escape.
'Do you trust
me?'
If the answer isn't 'With
my life.' then there's nothing worth fighting for.
Maybe nothing's real.
