Pain. Unfathomable Pain.
That was what I could feel. Not just physically either.
My heart aches, like its being torn apart.
Maybe, it is being torn apart.
Because here I was, yearning for another man's blood.
I have everything I ever wanted. Becoming a vampire and most importantly – Kaname. That I was his only love and went on such great lengths just for my sake, and no one else's.
He may not be by my side right now, and left in the dark of his plans and everything in utter disarray, but that didn't matter. Or rather, shouldn't matter.
Yet, here I was, yearning for the blood of another person. A person who I left for him, and a person whose existence was made to wipe my existence from the face of this earth. A person who hates my very existence because of the monster I truly am. And most importantly, the man whose heart I broke just more than a year ago, in favour of another.
And here I am, yearning for that very same person's blood.
I was disgusting. The worst part was, I knew it was disgusting, yet, I let myself go. I didn't do anything to stop myself.
I still drank his blood, but all it gave me was empty pleasures. I knew, I wasn't supposed to be doing this, but I didn't stop.
And now, here I am, yearning for his blood more than ever, probably something he shall give like I did before. But I knew why he did this. It was out of pity. Pathetic really.
I was pathetic. And I didn't care at all, because all that consumed me was this hurting thirst for his blood.
And I was almost willing to beg for it.
Almost.
But not quite yet.
Zero…
Kaname…
A/N: Hey people! Mt first angsty story my first trabble and my first Vampire Knight story! Wow, that's quite a lot of firsts! :D Anyways, thanks for reading my story and hope you enjoyed it! Feedback Is very much appreciated!