Welcome to Trinity Blood Counseling Center
Mari: Hello everyone my name is Dr. Mari Kazara. Cardinal Catirina Sforza has enrolled you in this program to help better united and strengthen you as a group. Now does ever one have a name tag?
Abel: My pen won't write. Can I have another one?
Leon: I don't see why we have to wear these stupid name tags.
Tres: I believe its purpose is so that the doctor can identify us.
Kate: I think I'm going to have a problem with this one.
Mari: Okay is there any questions?
Paula: Why our weapons were forcefully taken from us.
Mari: That's a very good question. Can any answer that?
Leon: So we won't we won't be tempted to use it on our counselor or her staff.
Mari: Very amusing Leon. Any one who is serious?
Abel: We'll feel happy instead of ,like, wanting to... um... you know... fight.
Mari: Good, Abel. We tend to express ourselves a lot less negatively and without aggression in the absence of weapons. Another one is that it eliminates competition between our fellow workers. Whose weapon is better and so forth. Remember the purpose of these sessions is to help us grow closer as a group.
Hugue: What if we don't want to get any closer.
Mari: What you want and what you need are two different things. I will be personally analyzing each of you starting today with...um... Abel Nightroad:, Leon Garcia de Asturias, and Tres Iqus. Then we will be meeting again in the Saturday after next for another session. I have given each of you a work sheet to write your goals and what you expect to get out of this class. You don't have to share the information unless you want to. I hope each of you will take this class seriously, as I know that it will help this become a stronger group , as more dedicated individuals. Thank you.
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Mr. Nightroad, Leon Garcia de Asturias, and Iqus, I want you to know that anything that we discuss together is confidential and will get no farther then this room, Okay?
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Abel Nightroad
Mari: Well, Abel I defiantly see that you are suffering from unnecessary guilt.
Abel: I disagree, I think it's very necessary.
Mari: Rebellion in your youth is not an uncommon thing. Many people, in their youth, have the feeling that they are different that they just don't fit in. The either become depressed by this differenced of defiant. You choose the latter. Some times this difference is blamed on there environment or those the feel are responsible, such as parents or other authority figures. They are constantly battle for supremacy over these people or sometimes they feel that this people even need to be punished.
Now sometimes these young people have someone who trys to guide away from this thinking. Sometimes its teacher or in your case your surrogate mother, Lilith. When she died you put all the blame on yourself and over time the guilt has been building itself up in you mind.The first mistake you made was to mourn for nine hundred years. Mourning period should never extend over six hundred years. By that time healing process should start to take place and you need to start moving on with your life.
But it seem that you still haven't been able to get over that guilt and so it has started to manifest it self into different forms.One is a child like personality. When in this frame of mind you are silly and childish. Like a kid, you find you self drawn to sugar and candy and gobble them down reservation. It' gives you an air of innocence and makes you feel sweet and innocent and that others perceive you as the same.
Abel: I do not take a child like form, you big meanie.
Mari: The other personality is this power form, or as you call it your Crusnik form. In this frame of mind you feel all powerful, as if you are in control. This is a side of you that you like to display in front of strangers but never in front of people you know, for fear that the might discover your past.
Abel: I do change. You make it sound like I have bipolar or something.
Mari: Now I suggest that we schedule to meet again in about a week to discuss further this problem. This book" Mourning, Misery, and Moving On" was written by a man who just like you had his surrogate mother killed by his brother and mourned for nine hundred years. I think that it will help you a lot.
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Leon Garcia de Asturias
Mari: If you must address me, you will call me Dr. Mari or Dr. Kazara and refrain from the other names you have been using.
Leon: Look I just call them like I see them.
Mari: Your attitude toward this session has been nothing but negativity and unresponsiveness. I think it is only fair to warn you that this type of behavior will only prolong you amounts of visits you are demand to partake in.
Leon: I think I was better off in prison.
Mari: Since you refuse to tell me anything about yourself I have gathered some information from Cardinal Caterina. It seems that you have had problems with you marriage in the past and some sort of problems with your local clergymen. You have distanced yourself from your daughter and cut all connections with her.
Leon: Wow, did you get the PG version or what.
Mari: Well, obviously your problem is with women and their role in society, as it conflict your ideas and emotions.
Leon: What?
Mari: You have a fear of women.
Leon: Fear of women. How would you like to take this outside?
Mari: I didn't mean a physical fear of women, I mean, you fear women who hold position of power in this country. You constant demeaning remarks about Cardinal Caterina prove this to be true.
Leon: She put you up to this didn't she?
Mari: Look at the way you dress.
Leon: Oh, so that's it. You've been checking me out. Sorry babe, you're not my type.
Mari: I was talking about how appearance is a rather outlandish display of masculinity. You do this so that people are aware that you have no female influence over you.This attitude causes atomicity between you and the female members of you group. I want you to respect them, Leon, treat them as equals.
Leon: Whenever I go on dates I always let them pay for their dinner.
Mari: That's not what I mean. This is a book I recommend you start reading. It's called Facing Females : A Masculine Male Guide to Feminism. If you don't read a chapter a week I will add another week to your session, do you understand?
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Tres Iqus
Mari: Tres, I can see how you would think that this session wasn't necessary, you being android. But you would be surprised how many androids I have helped to grow and mature.
Tres: I do not need to grow or mature. My height and width are acceptable.
Mari: I meant mentally.
Tres: Mentally?
Mari: In your head.
Tres: If I grow there, will not, my head expand.
Mari: No, don't worry, just trust me on this Tres. Now, I notice that android's tend to not take time to really appreciate themselves. Can you name a few things that you like about yourself?
Tres: I am not programmed to like or dislike things.
Mari: Well, I know it's hard to start out, so I'll begin.
Tres: You are not paying attention to anything I am saying.
Mari: You're honest, you're loyal, your handsome, and your a good fighter. Those are just a few things. I know that if I took the time, I could just go on and on.
Tres: This information is useless.
Mari: You may not think it is unnecessary information, but that's only because your not used to positive thinking.
Tres: Positive? But I use that word often.
Mari: Now, I mention your loyalty and that's good, but I think you spend too much time worry about the needs of others and not about your own needs.
Tres: It is my role to serve.
Mari: It is my job to help you rethink that role. I want you to read this book Robot Reality: Fuses with Feeling. I also want you to take this list and write at least one good thing about yourself until we meet again next week
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There are people who will analyze anything and there are books about everything.
