Title: Black Glasses
Author: ailend
Pairing: Ryuichi x Tatsuha and Yuki x Shuichi
Genre: Romance/Angst
Length: Chapters
Rating: R
Summary: How will Tatsuha face his fate that his God isn't meant to be with him? What will he do if pair of amethyst eyes caused this? Ryuichi x Tatsuha.
Author's note: Oh come on, I'm a big sucker for tearjerker story and now craving to make one.... anyway this is my first attempt on making any Gravitation fic. Review and critic is highly appreciated. Enjoy :D
Disclaimer: Other than the story concept, I own nothing. Everything is belong to Maki Muramaki-sama
Black Glasses: The Prologue
Through light and shine,
I can't see anything
But when it's dark, I find you
Guiding me with your voice
Soothing my pain with your laugh
Though, you are not mine
I am truly yours
Set me free, please
The black glasses suffocate me
Trap me on eternity
Set me free, please
If I can't be with you
Just kill and set me free
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It was already night when I stepped outside the temple. The moon shone against the crawling darkness. It was a rather peaceful night. Peaceful. Tch. Like I could ever feel it. I erased the word from my dictionary of life years ago, albeit my job as a monk who supposed to seek for a peaceful mind and heart.
To be honest, I'm not a fucking good person, more so a fucking good monk. But, at least, three fucking years ago, I still had my heart beating, telling me that I'm indeed still alive. I am still, but without my heart. Like an empty case. A pathetic life. And the reason sounded even more pathetic on my ears. I lost my heart to one person who didn't give a fucking damn about my well being.
Pathetic, huh? Psh, even my asshole brother had lover who would die for him if he asked him.
My eyes burned with tears. I squeezed them shut tightly. Why, I mocked inwardly, I thought I didn't have tears anymore. Guess I was wrong. Like always. When did I ever get things right?
You know what?
I fucking hate you.
I so fucking hate you.
Are you happy now, Ryuichi?
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