your heart has been emptied out several times.
as easy as a push of a button, you're forced to relive the same eleven days. a reset. you love someone different each time, but someone in the rfa nonetheless. it's impossible to escape. this time it's jumin, before it was zen and yoosung and jaehee and you begin to feel a warmth for him that will be taken away soon enough. who will it be, after that? you already know the answer.
it hurts you. it pains you to see him fall in love with your words of kindness, tender actions towards him, changing his ways and peeling off layers of him you doubt the rfa has seen, never mind you. just like before. even now, there's a dull throb in your chest when you talk to the other members, rebuilding relationships with people you already know, once loved –
you tell jumin you love him too. and it only hurts you more to know it's true.
the eleventh day arrives soon enough. an influx of reporters stand at one side of the party hall, cameras pointing in you and jumin's direction as they flash brilliantly. you watch as jumin kisses your hand and speak words of forever, and you know the end is near once more. all you can do is wish that you could perhaps bask in the moment forever, waiting as your vision is painted with white, emptying your heart and restarting again.
so, i just finished jumins route! and boy oh boy. theres frankly enough reset aus out there, really, but i just wanted to contribute something small and not very original, haha. thanks for reading, and hopefully i manage to write something that doesnt hurt me as much as this did