Warnings: Self-harm (and maybe suicide. Depends on how you interpret it)
Disclaimer: I have no claim to the Naruto franchise and do not benefit financially with the writing of this paper.
She tries to draw the weakness out.
Drip, drip, poison draining from her veins.
Be strong. If you were strong you could stand up to this. If you were strong you wouldn't cry. If you were strong-stronger-ifonlyIwasstronger
If only you were better, prettier, but you're not.
You're ugly, dumb, and not strong you need to be stronger you stupid shit.
Why are you crying why are you complaining they didn't they are stronger than you, they are fine if you were as strong as them you wouldn't hurt.
Drawing patterns, trying to drain the poison. Drip, drip goes her arm but she's still a stupid weak little shit why does she bother trying.
The fuck was she thinking, going to the Hokage? As if she could do something like that. As if she was worth the time. She wasn't strong enough. If she was stronger-
She tries to drain it out. It drips, and hurts, and it might be something like a victory. It's hurting less, (are you getting stronger?) but it hurts. If she was strong it wouldn't hurt. why isn't it working why is she weak. Carve deeper, deeper, draw it out and let it go.
Carve deeper until you can't feel anymore.