A/N : this is just a the end of "The siege part 2". It's John POV about his life. I want to thanks Fwe for fixing this fic; I hope there's no mystake anymore, and ortherwise, i apologize, i don't write very well in english 'cose i'm french. I hope you'll like this fic !
Heads or tails
So many things have happenned to me in such a small time and I didn't take the trouble to think about any of it. Now I have time to think about them,or at least the time I have left, concidering I'm about to die.
Everything began when I took General O'Neill in a chopper to the secret base in Antarctica. A security authorization had just been given to me. I didn't understand why, but I couldn't argue with a General. It was in this base, not on but in this base, I discovered that I had a gene which sets me apart from other humans: a very rare gene, the Ancient gene. It was also there that I discovered a whole new universe. I discovered that life isn't limited to the Milky Way. This gene opened to me the doors of the Pegasus Galaxy.
It was nearly one year ago. Doctor Weir, a wonderful woman, but only a colleague, offered me to a post on the mission to Atlantis, the Ancients' lost city. I weighed up the pros and cons, nevertheless, I didn't succeed in making up my mind. And if I'm here today it's due to the fact that I played my life on heads or tails.
It's strange, but I have no regrets. The only thing which worries me is that I die without knowing if we'll get out of this.
I won't be there to see victory or defeat. I won't be there anymore to see Teyla's grins, to laugh at Aiden's jokes, to hear Rodney saying he's hungry. I'll miss all these things, if an after-life extists. I'll miss Elizabeth, and of course, all my people, but it's very strange, I've the feeling all ends well for them. I know whatever happens, they'll always find a solution and they'll succeed in resolving all problems which they have to face. I haven't worry for them.
Wraith's ship is here.
"They haven't detected my approach... Weapon is armed and ready... going in."
Really, I played my life on heads or tails... and this hell piece fell on the edge...
A/N : so ? what d'you think about ?