Title: I Was Looking For You

Author: SiriuslySirius99

Rating: T

Pairings: Nate/Jenny implied Chuck/Blair

Disclaimer: Do Not Own

Summary: Nate finds out Chuck took Jenny's virginity.

A/N: Very AU and OOC. Set 6 months after 3x22 and Jen never left the UES. Jenny is friends with Chuck and Blair and everybody knows about the whole Chuck/Jenny thing except from Nate

Looks like New York's best kept secret is finally out. Turns out Little J didn't lose her v-card to Damien Dalgaard. She waited…. and chucked it away with her stepbrother. You know you love me XOXO Gossip Girl

I felt my jaw drop in shock at the latest Gossip Girl blast. It has to be a lie. They wouldn't do that to me or Blair. I walked out of my room and into the living room to see Chuck sitting at the bar holding a glass of his finest bourbon. I tapped on his shoulder and he turned to look at me.

"Is it true?" I asked angrily. God, I hope not.

"Is what true?" He asked lazily, taking another sip of his liquor.

"The most recent Gossip Girl post. Did you really sleep with Jenny?"

"So what if I did? It doesn't matter anymore, Nathaniel." I pulled him up by the collar of his black Armani suit jacket.

"It matters to me! How could you do that to her? To me? TO BLAIR!?"

"Blair and I broke up earlier that day and Jenny was just there and we were drunk." He tried to defend himself. "Why does it matter so much to you anyway? You've rejected her so many different times! She was crying when she came over here and she asked for you but you weren't here so I offered her a drink. You don't get to put the blame on me! You have hurt her so many times that it amazes me that she still likes you. Who was always there for you, besides from me? Who was there when you broke up with Blair, Serena hell even Vanessa. After the Snowflake Ball you barely even glanced twice in her direction. Don't you realize that after that she changed? She dyed her hair, loaded up on makeup, started doing drugs, wore extensions and started dressing like she belonged on a street corner. You are honestly the biggest hypocrite I have ever met and trust me I have met a lot. You act as if you have never done drugs or slept with somebody out of guilt or hurt. After the Ball you looked at her differently. You stopped hanging out with her and started hanging out with Vanessa who, I might add, stole your letter and was the reason you and Jenny broke up in the first place. Jenny ended that thing you had at the galla because she didn't want Vanessa's feelings to be hurt yet Vanessa went over to Jenny's apartment and gloated that you had asked her to the Snowflake Ball. That is why Jenny made that dress and teamed up with Blair's minions to sabotage her. She ran away because of that. She started hanging out with Agnes more and then got betrayed by her when she burned Jenny's drawings and clothes and proceeded to kick her out of her apartment. Blair forgave me and Jenny for what had happened that night, granted we had to tell her everything. Jenny and I still hang out and Blair doesn't have a problem with it. The only one who has a problem is you, and not just because of what happened that night but from the Snowflake Ball." By the end of his speech, Chuck was out of breath.

"How did you know all of that?" I choked out, brokenly. He laughed mockingly.

"Don't you get it? Jenny and I hang out a whole lot more that any of you guys gave us credit for. Ironically I was her first kiss and first time." I couldn't really comprehend what had just happened until Chuck was on the floor holding his jaw with blood flowing from his nose.

"What the hell is going on in here?!" a voice yelled. I turned around to see the girl in question. She looked… different. She had on a pair of black shorts and a purple tank top with a large letterman jacket over it. She had on a light face of makeup, a big change from her usual black eyeliner and eyeshadow. She also cut her hair, instead of her waist length hair it now just went down to just under breasts and she also died it back to her natural hair color. She looked absolutely amazing. "Chuck! What happened to you?!" she ran over to help him up.

"What are you doing here?" I asked harshly. She turned around as if she didn't even notice I was here in the first place. Her face changed from shock to indifference.

"Chuck was taking me and Blair out to lunch. What did you do to Chuck?" she asked quietly.

"Gossip Girl leaked our little secret Jen, and Nate just so happened to be in the other room." Chuck explains.

"So you punched him!?" she whipped around to face me with an angry glint in her eyes.

"H-He took your virginity Jenny!" I exclaimed, trying to calm her down. That seemed to make her even angrier.

"That happened over 6 months ago, Nate! What's it matter to you anyway?"

"I already said that." Chuck interrupted.

"Even Blair is over it!"

"I said that, too."

"Shut up, Chuck!" Chuck put up his hands in surrender and took a couple of steps back. I would have laughed at his gesture if it wasn't for the seriousness of the conversation. "You have no reason to care about my virginity. I am not the same fourteen year old girl you met three years ago. That girl is long gone. She was an idiot but not anymore. I grew up, granted I still tried to get your attention but I am over it now. I am not that same girl you made out with on the streets of Brooklyn.

"I know that Jenny! But I told you that you deserve a guy that was going to be there in the morning! I highly doubt Chuck was there when you woke up." I yelled back almost spitting out Chuck's name in disgust.

"I WAS LOOKING FOR YOU! That night I came to the Empire looking for you and you weren't here and Chuck was. We got drunk and took advantage of each other and eachothers vulnerability. Was that how I pictured my first time?Definitely not but the person I actually wanted my first time to be with was never there and was highly unavailable at the time and every other time I wanted to be with him. Now if you could excuse us, Blair is already at Butter and is most likely pissed off." With that she grabbed Chuck's arm and led him to the elevator to leave the Penthouse. I stood in that same spot for like 10 minutes, staring at the spot that she once stood in. The shock of vibrations pulled me out of my state of shock. I pulled my phone out of my pocket to see another blast from Gossip Girl.

Spotted: Little J and Big Brother Chuck seen going into Butter with Chuck nursing a bruised jaw. Looks like someone reacted badly to my last post. You know You Love Me! XOXO Gossip Girl.

Under the text was a picture of Chuck and Jenny and sure enough his jaw was bruised. I chuckled darkly at the sight of it. I put the phone back in my pocket and left the Penthouse, preparing for the fight I knew me and Jenny were guaranteed to have later on.