Hello! I have finally gotten around to posting something on this site. I was forced into it…but maybe some reviews would cheer me up! Enjoy! By the way, these chapters are all short, almost drabble-like so don't hate me for the lack of length!

Disclaimer- Don't own the fabulous film Fight Club or its sexy characters or Edward Norton and Brad Pitt…sadly

After the Breakdown: The Beginning

I am Jack's ruined life. I was ruined one year ago by someone I thought had cared about me. Well, it really threw me for a loop to find out that the someone I'm referring to actually did not exist. I was plain crazy! All of that time...I had been talking to myself and fighting with myself and being angry towards myself, without even knowing it.

Tyler had meant more to me than anyone. He was my best friend, my brother, my teacher, and my companion. I put up with his crazy antics because he was only acting upon what I truly wanted to say or do. It always felt so strange because he knew my thoughts and my feelings without me even saying a word to him. We were perfect for each other.

But then, everything changed. My dear friend Bob died and the rough little Fight Club that Tyler and I had created had become something much more sinister and dark than I had wanted. Tyler had taken over. He had transformed those frustrated men into his own followers. It was like a cult. They were not prisoners or slaves...they wanted to obey him.

I might have been okay with it if he had just told me what he was planning, but he didn't. So, I wasn't okay with it. He kept me out of the loop. I felt left out, alone, and abandoned. I became bitter and cold towards him while he just ignored me. I wanted to rip someone's skin from their flesh because I was so angry.

So finally, I snapped. I regret it now. I lost the only true friend I ever had...and the saddest part of it was that it was all in my head.