Disclamier: I do not own Twilight...

Chapter 1:

Lillys POV:

As I walk home the rain drowning rain drowns my converse soacked by the puddles and hood pulled over my I reach the house my heat beats faster. As I open the door slowly I see smashed beer bottles on the floor.

"Lilly you little bitch where have you been."My dad shouts from his place on the couch.

"I went to school dad."I say quitely.

"Do your chores and make me some food and when your done wait at the table for me."He slurres.

"Yes sir."I say scurrieing of to do my chores.

This is how my life is. I'm Lilly Maria Everns. My mom died when I was 5.I have a little sister Evie. Dad changed alot since my mom died I remind him to much of her and he takes his anger and saddness out on me.

I clean up the smashed bottles on the floor and put some steak in the grill. I moped and scubbed the floor and did the dish. I tell my dad his food's ready placing it on the table with a fork and knife. I sit stiffly in my chair waiting for dad to come in.

Dad walks in sitting on the table grabbing his knife and fork stuffing his self with food. Im not aloud to eat unless he says. I usly get feed when he's in a good which is bearly often but I sometimes share lunch with my best friend Ria.

"Well...What shall we do tonight."Dad said slightly evily.

I gulped taking a deep breath calming myself.

Dad back hands me hard across the face that I fall out my seat.I cradle my face while he kicks me in the ribs a couple of times and stamps on my hand with his heavey boot as I hear a sicking crack.I try to keep the tears in. He kicks me a couple of times and strides of into the livingroom.

"Go pick up your sister."He saysb.I was surpised he even knew Evie existed he never pays atteion to her.

I get of the floor cradling my hand.I go to the car and climb in driving to the daycare centre to pick up Evie.

I walk into the daycare and walk upto Evie.

"Mommy!"She shouts but puts her hand over her mouth staright after.

I frown slightly. She been calling me mommy recently and I told her where mommy is. It's probaly because I'm like a mom to her but I'm not her mom.

"I ment Lilly."She said. I take her hand lighlty.

"Come on lets go home."I said leading her to the car.I put her in her seat and sigh.

Fuck my life.