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Edward has left, and is now returning after 6 months (new moon). Bella's reaction and Edward's.
Edward
Bella has been sitting on her knees in the middle of the road for what feels like eternity but it's only been a couple of hours, I found her like this and she hasn't moved since. Bella hasn't even acknowledged my presence, though I know she knows I'm here, I've tried calling her name but she won't respond. She's as still as a statue. I'm only five steps away from her, but it feels like miles. I'm frightened that if I touch her, she'll shatter into a million pieces, I'm scared if I come any closer she'll scream. It's pouring with rain and I know that she's freezing, I can see her shivering from here, the only noise I can hear from her is the chattering of her teeth. She's almost as white as I am.
Bella
The pain of seeing him in front of me is too much, I'm breaking. I'm doing everything in my power to keep my self together, yet I can feel the tears running down my cheeks. He doesn't know I'm crying, he just thinks it's the rain, he's completely oblivious.
"Edward"
Edward
I'd grown accustomed to the silence her voice as beautiful as it was but, my ears were shocked and hurt by her voice and also by the way she said my name. Her voice was mixed with anger, misery, betrayal but most of all hurt.
"Yes"
"How could you?"
"I … I …"
"If you didn't love, why didn't you just say it, rather then being a coward, and running away?"
Bella
I knew what I said had hurt him; I could see it in his eyes. But I continued anyway…
"That day you left me, part of me left with you and I knew I'd never get it back, so I never tried. But here you are six months later claiming that you still love me, when if you really loved me you never would have left, you would have stayed here with me. I tried to just block you out of my memory so that I wouldn't feel the pain of losing you; over time it got easier I became numb, feeling no emoticon at all. I walked around in a daze not listening, not caring."
As soon as my words sank in, his eyes mirrored defeat
"Bella I'm so …"
"Save it! Your six months too late, I needed someone to keep me alive when you didn't! Where were you when I fell off my motorcycle? Where were you when I was drowning? Where were you when you left me and part of me was dieing? Where were you when Victoria came back? When you weren't there, Jacob was protecting me, from myself and everything around me. I love Jacob, and as you know werewolves and vampires are immortal enemies. I don't love you anymore!"
As soon as I had uttered my last word Edward sank to his knees mirroring my misery and hurt.