Okay, so this is my first fanfic. I've had this idea for awhile and I just want to get it out. It's set pre-Addek divorce, after the "YOU don't get to call me a whore" speech. Sorry if some of the dialogue isn't accurate, I don't have the seasons on DVD. Please enjoy!! (starts out with Derek's POV)
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Her words were running through my head all day:
"YOU don't get to call me a whore! YOU don't get to choose how I fix what you broke!"
They broke me. The way she thought she meant nothing to me. But she was right. I did break her. When Addison showed up, I broke her. I still couldn't IMAGINE, though, my vet's hands on her.
Suddenly a pair of arms wrapped around my waist. I turned around to see none other than her famous red hair. I know it's bad to not want my wife, but I loved another woman.
"Mmm, how about we go home, I know your shift ended 15 minutes ago," said my beautiful wife who I didn't want.
"Not tonight Addie, I'm not in the mood." The truth is, I was "in the mood", just not with her.
"Derek, it's been months since we had sex. Please, just come home with me." I shuddered as her hand glided down my chest.
All I could do was walk away. I was tired of playing this game. This game where I had to pretend to love my wife. I knew it wasn't fair to her. But I couldn't bring myself to break things off. After all, we were Addison and Derek; married for 15 years. You can't just end that.
My pager goes off, breaking me from my private thoughts. As I was running down to ER, I still couldn't get her words out of my mind.
The ambulance had already arrived. As the EMT starting reading off stats, they sounded strangely familiar.
"Twenty-six year old female. Found in alley near Main Street, possible rape victim, severe bruising with internal injuries."
My breath caught in my throat.
"Meredith……"
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Please don't kill me! Tell me what you think. Like it? Hate it? Be honest. Should I continue? Let me know! You'll get another chapter after, hmmmmm, 5 reviews? That sounds good. Thanks!