A/N: Just a short one this, 6/50 of the 50Shuffle Challenge - "This Is How I Disappear" by MCR.
I am nothing without you. Vapour; dust; a thin wisp of smoke that can be so easily overlooked and forgotten.
You made me who I am today. The shy nerdy little First Year disappeared the moment you first spoke to me, gone without a trace. I was born a new man the day I met you. And now?
You're no longer here... so what am I? I don't exist without you. I can't...
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You were popular; it was second nature to you. All the guys wanted to be you and all the girls wanted to be chased by you, though they soon found out that would never happen.
I was popular too after we both came out. Everyone knew I was yours and they acknowledged me, welcomed me. I no longer felt like the freak I thought I was and it was all thanks to you Siri.
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But I'm not yours anymore am I...
I can't be because you left me. You could have taken me with you but no, you left me to return to that familiar place of cast outs, to fade into the background.
You left me to disappear and now I am nothing...