Well uh… Haha funny story um… I became bored and was listening to this song on my iPod and I'm just like… Dude I imagine Rukia hiding in the shadows away from the crowd
Don't ask where I got the story from but if your curious either pm me or I could continue… If you request but for now it SHALL BE A ONESHOT!- Until further notice-
Disclaimer: Who said I own bleach? Well I don't and I don't own this song either
Song is 'This longing' by never ending white lights (I didn't know about the band and I accidently downloaded it thinking it was another band… But its all good I like the music…)
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This endless longing as it was before
and all my angels came alive once more
they said "hey, you in the dark"
Rukia Kuchiki sat alone on a bench staring off into the crowds that walk around her not noticing she was there.
She wore a scarf with her black sweater and jeans trying to blend easily.
It worked
But as she feels her eyes look downwards toward her feet
She wishes someone would notice her.
Another day spent in a broken shell
And all my demons they know all too well
they said "God, you take your soul"
Hugging her jacket closer to her petite body, she just sighs and stands up obviously not knowing what to do. She just walks numbly through the crowds with her thoughts leaving her.
But as she walks she sees someone in the distance
The person…
She left for so many months…
This life was meant to take from your breath
Away
She looks away silently hoping he would see her but she realizes her thoughts and walks away from the man.
The man who she used to love… No…
And even now she still feels the same she always has
They said "hey, you in the dark"
In the dark
She blends into the shadows with each step her heart gets heavier and her steps seem to disappear.
Rukia finds herself alone in an alley
She smiles bitterly as she feels tears forming on her eyes, wiping her tears away and finding a fence where she just leans on for support
I seem so empty
my endless longing goes on
I'm living like I'm lost these days
She was alone
And as she lifts her knees pulling closer to herself, tears slip down her face.
For the first time in her life, Rukia Kuchiki didn't know what to do anymore
I seem so empty
My endless longing goes on
I'm living like I'm lost these days
Life was pointless to her now.
She hated silence because it brought her memories
Her guilt
The people she hurt
The people she killed
I seem so empty
My endless longing goes on
I'm living like I'm lost these days
But as she thinks back she remembers how hard she tried to keep it from him
Each passing day she spent made her feel something crawling in the back of her throat
And as he stared at her worriedly it only made it worse
So she ran from him
I seem so empty
My endless longing goes on
I'm living like I'm lost these days
"…Rukia…?" She hears her name
She hears his voice
Rukia looks up to see a man looking down at her almost disbelieving
But the concern for her tears were evident in his eyes
It only made more fall down her cheeks
(These days) I seem so empty
My endless longing goes on…
I'm living like I'm lost these days…
She stays silent and looks down to the ground hugging herself tighter trying to convince herself he wasn't there.
That she had gone insane
But the feeling his stare at her, she knows he really is there
And she doesn't understand…
These days…
Why he wasn't mad at her as he stared at her
But she just stays still, a part of her wanting to hug him and tell him sorry for hurting him while the other just wants to run
My endless longing goes on…
She looks up at him, violet eyes shining with tears and as she stares at him she can't help the feeling of joy
That he was there still.
But she still didn't deserve him
I'm living like I'm lost…
"Ichigo…" she whispers quietly realizing her voice was weak, Ichigo kneels down beside her and embraces her
"Shhh…"
Her tears are stopping
These days…
But the guilt is still there…
Even so she hugs him back and sobs onto him apologizing
And at the time she didn't realize that he too was holding onto her as if she would disappear if he let go.
"Don't ever do that again Rukia…"
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