Disclaimer: I do not own Gakuen Alice but i do own the OC's i put in this and the new inventions Hotaru makes.

Sakura and Natsume love each other. But when he has to move around the world, they lose their virginity to each other and she becomes sad as soon as he leaves. But something un-expected comes up for a poor, lonely 13 year old Mikan.

Chapter One: Shared Love

"Why? Who decided this!" cried Mikan as Natsume tried to comfert the crying girl beside him and he stroked her back as she cried into his chest.

"Look. My tutor says that travelling the world will ease my mind. Look, i don't want this to happen but it is. Please don't cry Mikan." he whispered and she looked up at him, tear stained face and red eyes. He felt bad about leaving her all alone, but he had to go. For her sake mostly

"I promise that i'll be back Mikan. Ii promise" he kissed her forehead and she hiccuped and smiled a little.

"Okay." she whispered back and hugged him tightly. He smiled for the first time as he wrapped his arms around herand rocked her like a baby...

Mikan opened her eyes slowly to see that she was in HIS room, in HIS bed, in HIS shirt over her tiny body. She smiled and yawned sleepily as she stood up and walkec over to his en-suite bathroom and had a morning wash. She looked in the large mirror and giggled at her reflection before losing her smile and walking out of the en-suite. He hadn't said goodbye even though he had told her and shown her that he loved her. She went to sit back in his bed and sighed sadly.

She already missed him terribly and wanted to hold him in her arms but...she couldn't anymore. She sniffed back a tear but still itfell and she put a fist up to her eyes.

"Natsume! Oh Natsume come back!" she whispered tearfully to herself and roughly wiped her tears away.

That's when she spotted it. A small piece of paper with her name written on it in neat handwriting. She put her hands over her mouth and Mikan slowly, reached out a hand and picked it up. Mikan unfolded the paper and read it in a quiet voice:

"Dearest Mikan,

I love you very much and i'm sorry i couldn't say goodbye in person but i had to leave early. There is a necklace on my desk that i want you to have. Treausure it forever because i will always treasure what you have given me; your smile and love. Don't cry for me and never forget last night, because i certainly won't. Just wait for me dearest Mikan and take care. If you ever get lonely or distressed, just look in the locket like i will do mine. Farewell my beloved. Don't lose hope.

Love from Hyuuga Natsume

X X X X X X X X X"

Mikan's tears all started falling again in silvery lines down her face as she re-read her letter through and through. Mikan closed her eyes and tightened her grip on the letter as she cried silently in the middle of the large room.

After 15 minutes, Mikan stopped crying and wiped her face before looking around the room. In the far corner of his room was a medium sized desk with pieces of paper and small objects on it in neat piles.

Mikan walked over to the desk and looked around it's surface until she saw a gold and silver chain peeking out from underneath some blank, white paper. Mikan slowly pulled it out and saw a gold and silver locket at the end of it and carved into the locket were her and Natsume's initials in a love heart. She clasped the locket over her heart as she cried more and more.

"Oh Natsume. I promise that i will treasure your love, locket and letter forever. I love you" she whispered to herself sadly as her tears hit the floor...

"YOU WHAT?" Ruka and Hotaru yelled at the same time as Mikan smiled lightly and walked ahead of her two friends while their mouths dropped to the floor then snapped back up. Ruka held his rabbit closer to his chest as he and Hotaru ran up to Mikan and stood on each side of her and stared at her in disbelief.

"How, Why and When?" Ruka yelled helplessly but Mikan wasn't listening, she was too busy playing with the locket around her neck and Hotaru raised an eyebrow and stared at her best friend.

"Are you sure that it was wise to lose your virginity to him Mikan?" Hotaru asked un-emotionly and Mikan sighed happily as she sat down on the shaded grass, followed by Hotaru and Ruka.

"We love each other. I guess it was wise." Mikan said dreamily. Hotaru stared at Mikan then gave a small nod but Rukawas glaring at the grass. Mikan didn't notice, but Hotaru did and she frowned. Hotaru knew that Ruka was still in love with Mikan and wanted her to love him back.

Hotaru sighed as she watched her two friends also sigh, Mikan staring at the skies and Ruka turning his head away from the two girls. Hotaru sensed that it would be agonizing for both Ruka and Mikan over the years...

Mikan felt sick, light-headed and her periods hadn't been for two weeks and she was getting worried. Hotaru just stared at her and shrugged

"If you're ill then you're ill Mikan. Go to the hospital wing or back to your room. I don't want to help." Hotaru said blankly and Mikan's lip wobbled as she stared at her best friend

"Hotaru you're so mean!" she whimpered and ran up to Hotaru, arms open but Hotaru took out her trustworthy Baka-Gun;

BAKA BAKA BAKA!

Mikan fell to the floor, crying, while half of her class mates all burst out laughing. Mikan looked at them all and started crying even more. It was the worst day of her life.

"I want Natsume! WAAAAYH! NATSUME!" she yelled while crying a flood of tears as Hotaru rolled her eyes and Anna ran up to the crying Mikan, Sumiere suddenly stopped laughing and glared at Mikan, hands on her hips.

"Don't bring Natsume-Kun into your troubles little girl! Sort your life out!" Sumiere shot a cold and steely glare at Mikan and swivelled around as Anna put an arm around Mikan's shoulders. Ruka looked at Sumiere and glared.

"Actually, Natsume and Mikan announced their love to each other and showed it a few weeks back Permy. So shut up." Ruka said coldly, he said love like it was poison and walked over to the corner of the room to sulk.

Sumiere looked pale and stared at Mikan. Her hands shook in anger and Mikan stopped her crying and stared at the angry Sumiere who was slowly turning a dangerous red. Anna's eyes widened as Sumiere raised her hand and started to growl. Mikan was getting scared, Sumiere got REALLY angry when Mikan did something she didn't like. And finding out that Natsume loved only Mikan made her REALLY REALLY angry!

"Permy! Don't get angry. I'm sorry!" Mikan yelled tearfully and everyone stared at the two girls, Mikan sitting on the floor and Sumiere boiling her head. Ruka just glared coldly from the corner and let his rabbit jump out of his arms and over to Sumiere who was still boiling mad about her Natsume and and Mikan's love. She just wanted to kill Mikan with her bare hands! But she couldn't because someone hit her over the head with a long pole that had electric waves coming out of it.

"If you hurt her you die Sumiere Permy." Hotaru said menacingly and Sumiere started to cry as Hotaru hit the pole against her hand.

"Invention 102. The Electric Pole. It charges enough electric energy when someone gets angry and shocks them with an all mighty blast." Hotaru explained blankly to no one.

Everyone in the classroom stared at her and she simply shrugged while Mikan continued to shiver.

"Hotaru. Hotaru i can't focus! Help me Hotaru!" Mikan cried as Hotaru stared over at her best friend and held up her Baka-Gun.

"I said i don't care." she said in a dry monetone and held out her gun but before she could shoot, Mikan fell to the floor and Anna gasped loudly and put Mikan's head in her arms. Ruka stood up briskly and his mouth twitched as Mikan lay there, unconcious.

"Somebody get help! Mikan wake up! Wake up Sakura Mikan-Chan!" Yuu yelled as he sat by her and Anna was crying hysterically as she hugged Mikan who was breathing quite heavily...

Mikan woke up in the hospital bed and all of her friends were crowded around it, including a crying Sumiere who looked happy when Mikan woke up!

"Oh Mikan-Chan! You're finally awake!" Sumiere yelled and everyone stared at her in confusion but Hotaru just simply held up her electric pole and Sumiere shut up and sat in a chair un-happily. Mikan looked at all of her friends.

"What happened?" she asked and Anna's bottom lip wobbled and she started crying again as Ruka patted her back and stared at Mikan.

"You fainted and have been unconcious for two days, 6 hours, 53 seconds and 12 miliseconds exactly. We were all quite worried Sakura Mikn-Chan. But at least your better now." Yuu said happily and he patted Mikan's head which made her stare at the quilt over her legs and she sighed sadly. Hotaru rolled her eyes.

"I was hoping you wouldn't wake up. But at least you've stopped snoring. It was getting really annoying just like you" Hotaru said carelessly and turned her back on Mikan who had tears trailing down her face and she was sniffling as Ruka stared at her and sighed sadly. Then a nurse came in and looked at Mikan with deep concern in her eyes.

"I have some rather, grave news to tell Miss Mikan. Now if you could all step outside please..." she said sternly but Mikan shook her head and held up her palm.

"No. Whatever news you have for me they can hear. However shocking." Mikan said quietly and the nurse blinked as Hotaru folded her arms and smiled a little

"Wow. Something sensible Mikan. Are you ill?" she asked and Mikan shrugged. The nurse sighed and gave her a small nod before carefully closing the door and looking at her clip board.

"Mikan, Sakura. It may be shocking for you but...You are, it is official, and i know you may not be expecting this but...Oh are you sure that you want them to..." the nurse was suddenly cut off by Ruka.

"Oh shut up you old hag and get on with it. We need to know what is wrong with Mikan!" he yelled and everyone turned to stare at Ruka and he suddenly turned bright red. The nurse's cheeks turned red and she coughed before continuing.

"Wel...Eh hem... Mikan. You're pregnant." the nurse said coldly and everyone just stared at Mikan as she froze and turned pale. Her hands shook slowly as the nurse walked out of the room and Ruka's mouth dropped to the floor. Mikan gulped and stared at her friends.

No one dared say anything until...

"Can i be the baby's God-Mother?" Hotaru said suddenly and everyone turned to stare at her and she merely shrugged...

Me: Okay...Sorry if Ruka is a little OOC but he has to shout at the stupid nurse KK.

Natsume: Why do i have to leave? And why is Mikan pregnant?

Me: Oh it is for the story Natsume. Lighten up a little! Jeez!

Natsume: Remember. I can burn you.

Me: Whatever. My Alice is Reflect which makes your Alice, bounce back straight to you! HA!

Natsume: Whatever. Walks off