Why can't I go back?
I don't want to be here anymore.
I would change it all,
just to feel happy again.
I can't seem to stop,
making mistake after mistake.
I hate this.
I can't go back,
and change it all.
It will haunt me forever.
I just want to go back to that day.
I'd change everything.
Especially that horrible mistake.
Why was I so naïve?
They all turned their backs on me.
The people that mattered the most.
The ones I trusted.
All because of one stupid mistake.
Life used to be easy.
I didn't have many friends,
but I had my family.
Life was simple.
I was happy then.
I never had anything to stress about,
other than school.
I lived for them.
I never got a chance.
To live for myself.
And now it's too late,
because I can't go back.