Fallen Star

She was my best friend

But I lost he

Not physically

Mentally

Like a dog that has lost his way

She has lost her luster

I did it

Not on purpose

I didn't realize it was me who was slowly destroying her

All the times I put Slade before my team,

Before her,

She was slowly dying

Slowly falling

All the times I risked getting my friends into danger,

Getting her into danger,

She was slowly dying

Slowly falling

A falling star

My bright Starfire is not bright anymore

Now she sits on the roof,

Alone,

Knees curled up, not talking to anyone

We no longer hear her laugh or cheerfulness

It's all my fault

Day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute,

She is fading

She is falling

That beautiful face I hope to see each morning,

Doesn't show,

Anymore

All this time Slade took over my thoughts and I couldn't see what was happening

Why is this?

I ask myself the question I never thought would need an answer.

Am I just like him?

I keep going to find him while he keeps going to destroy things

He destroys things

I destroyed her

I am not like Slade though

He destroys things he doesn't care about

I destroyed someone I cared about,

A lot

It's all my fault that my best friend is now a memory

She is just a fallen star