This is an Edward and Bella story. It takes place two days after Edward leaves in New Moon. Victoria and Jane pay a little surprise visit to Bella when she gets in the car. Victoria wants to kill Bella but Jane changes Bella and takes her to the Voulturi. Alice has a vision of Bella's future disappearing but doesn't tell Edward but she slips when she is making a plan to go to Italy to save Bella. What happens when Edward goes to Italy to kill himself?Will they meet again or will they never see each other again?

Preface
This burning hurt like never before. I felt this pain when James bit me but mixed in with the fact that Ed... he left me it makes it even worse. Only god knows how long this pain will last. Forever probably because Edward told me the worst thing I could ever hear. He didn't love me and I'll never see him again. I lived, I loved, and now I know that they only mean one thing apart. Lost. You're lost in your life with out your love. But I guess my mom was right. If you let love take over your life when the one you love is gone your lost. She never gave me bad advise. She was always right. Now that I'm turning into a vampire there is only one thing to do. Provoke the Voulturi and die. That is it. Life suck when you let love take over you and you always lose in the end.

Chapter 1
Burning
Bpov

It's been two days since Ed... he left me. It hurts so badly to think his name that I break down at the mention of it. I have a routine now and I'm going to stick to it.
Routine
~before school~
*Wake up
*Take shower
*Get dressed
*Eat breakfast
*Go to school
~after school~
*Do homework
*Cook dinner
*Eat dinner
*Change into pajamas
*Get in bed
*Go to sleep
End of routine
Boring isn't it?Well, that's how my life is. No friends come over and at lunch I sit alone and don't even eat. My dad runs up to my room when I scream at night and after two days he is getting annoyed. He keeps saying Edward is just a boy and that I would get over him soon but he is only saying that because of how Renee and him divorced. I'm sure he moped around the house too. He doesn't know how much I love Edward. And he will never know. I miss Alice's disapproving look when I wear jeans and a t-shirt. I miss Jasper even though we barely communicate. I miss Emmett's immature attitude that cause me to laugh all the time. I miss Esme's motherly attitude that kept me in place and how she was there for me when I needed her. I miss Carlisle's help when I'm so clumsy. I can't believe this but I miss Rosalie's glare when ever she looks at me. And out of all of them I miss him the most. I miss when he was so overprotective and how his cold lips pressed against mine. I miss his strong arms around my waist and how he comforted me when I was in horrible moods. While I was thinking this I was eating my breakfast and now I'm walking to my car. When I opened the door all I saw was Victoria with another vampire before Victoria lunged for my throat and everything went black. After a few moments every part of my body was on fire.

Epov
I can't believe she believed me when I told her I didn't love her. She looked torn apart and heart-broken like I just stabbed her. It took all my strength not to hug her and tell her it was a lie. It's been two days since I left. We are still living in Forks and when Bella is asleep I always watch her but it pains me to much to hear her scream at night. I was walking through the woods when I heard a scream. I ran at full speed to see Victoria's teeth sunk in a girl's neck and Jane telling her to stop. Jane attacked Victoria and then I saw who it was. It was my Bella. Man, I have to stop thinking she is mine. But it's only been two days and now she is probably dead. Wrong! I still hear her heart beating. No this can't happen. A voice distracted my thoughts.
"Edward, how lovely to see you."I realized my eyes were closed and I opened them."I hope you don't mind me asking but can you help me?Aro sent me to get you guys but on my way I met Victoria and she said she knows a girl who knows about us and she wanted her dead so she lead me here. But now Victoria is dead because when I tried to cause this girl pain it didn't happen so I thought Aro would like her as a new addition to our coven. So if you don't mind but I will need your help and Aro would like to see you and your coven."Jane said. She has the power of making people have pain inside.
"Sure Jane."I said and we walked to my house.
"Tell your family and hurry up. We don't have that long. I wanna get her out of here before she wakes up. The venom is already at her lungs. For some odd reason she is transforming fast."She replied. Oh no this can't be happening!Bella can't be a monster like me. I told my family and of course with a psycho..I mean psychic..they were ready.

1 day later...

We arrived in Italy and Bella's heart was slowly beating.
"Hmm!Looks like she might not survive so we might just have to kill her."Jane said to herself. Good because at least she won't be what I am. Jane ran with Bella inside when we arrived to the Voulturi's castle."Aro look what I found!"She screamed. He came down like two seconds later. He was happy when we walked into where they kill people who did something against the law. Bella's heart stopped beating all of a sudden. Jane ran into another room. After 5 long minutes of silence we heard a blood curling scream then silence. Oh no!Bella's dead. I'll try to see how long I'll last.

2 weeks later...

With no sign of Bella everything in my world was boring. We are going home today and I hope this is all a dream. I hope that vampires could sleep and this is just a dream. We got on the plane and I just looked out the window remembering the times me and Bella were together. But my images went the wrong way and all I could hear was the last sound Bella made. That scream still haunts me.

Bpov
When I opened my eyes I saw that same vampire. I let out a blood curling scream. She covered my mouth with her hand. I heard movement in another room. When they left I got up and ran to the 5th floor and into an empty room.

2 weeks later...

The visitors left and I went downstairs. Apparently one person stayed behind.
"Bella?"I heard them say."Oh Bella you don't know how much I missed you!"She ran up to give me a hug. I turned to see...