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~Goodbye~
Here we stand
Worlds apart
Hearts broken in two, two, two
Sleepless nights
Losing ground
I'm reaching for you, you, you
She stood there looking at me, not saying a word. Tears streaked down her porcelain cheeks and I ached to reach out, to wipe them away. I held my hand where it was, though. I no longer had the right. He did.
She had gone to him when I wasn't there. He had lured her away from me with soft kisses and gentle words.
Feelin' that it's gone
Can't change your mind
If we can't go on
To survive the tide
Love divides
She seemed to struggle internally. I could only wonder what she was going to say. She opened and closed her mouth a few times, trying to find words. I saw her shoulders droop a bit and that feeling came back.
Her eyes flashed with resolve and she brought herself up to her full height, walking forward. She didn't stop until she was practically against me and looking in my eyes. I knew what she would say was important.
"I can't keep fooling myself…I'm sorry." Her eyes slowly looked into mine, and I tried to keep my face emotionless. Better to let her believe I didn't care then to have her feel bad.
I never could fool her. She winced at the pain she saw, reflected in my eyes from my soul.
She took a deep breath and continued, softer. "I love him. Not you. I wanted to tell you so you wouldn't be upset if you saw me out with him…if you thought we were still together."
I'll never forget that night. Music drifted in from outside, a fitting song. Journey was playing a live charity concert in the tiny ballpark we had. I knew for a fact that people were sitting on top of each other just to hear the band.
Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
The lyrics of the song swam through my head moments before they were sung out loud and I dropped my head into my hands, a tear dropping. Then I realized this the last chance I would ever get.
The last time I had to be with her.
I lurched forward and grabbed her shoulders, kissing her fiercely. Her lips automatically moved against mine and her tongue met mine a blast of furious passion. She tasted divine and I couldn't stop myself. I reached a hand to her back and pulled her against me.
After that night, she told me how she tried to stop but couldn't.
We tore at each other's clothes, not letting the opposite stop to think about what we were doing. She looked up at me with her brilliant brown eyes, and all I saw was pain and need. Her breath caught as I slid inside her, and her eyes rolled back a little. She was so tight and it felt so good.
I desperately wanted to feel her moving with me. I pulled out and thrust back in, holding a steady rhythm. She whimpered and shook her head. "Faster." I wouldn't do what she wanted and she was furious. I kissed along her neck and jaw and slowly increased my pace. The music was still playing outside and I saw her lips moving as I pulled her ankle up to my shoulder, sliding deeper inside her. I was so determined to make our last time good for her.
The pleasure was insane, hot and bright. I was so close and I could feel her clenching around me. Her lips were raw from our passionate kisses, her body covered in marks. I had marked her as mine. She screamed my name and I yelled hers as we came together.
For the last time.
She was crying. I tried to kiss her but she pushed me away. "Let go."
Her beautiful brown eyes locked with mine for an eternal moment. I felt all the pain she did and I knew in that moment that I loved her. I would always love her.
I reached out for her and she froze.
Are you sure?
I didn't say anything, but she understood. She hesitated for a moment. The longest moment in my life.
How we touched
And went our separate ways
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
Though we touched
And went our separate ways
Troubled times
Caught between confusions and pain, pain, pain
Distant eyes
Promises we made were in vain
In vain, vain
She nodded. I felt my heart break into so many, many pieces. My vision blurred as wetness dropped down from my eyes. She shook her head and grabbed her bags. What she originally came for.
I watched her go out the door as her eyes met mine for the last time.
I'm sorry.
If you must go
I wish you love
You'll never walk alone
Take care my love
Miss you love
Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
How we touched
And went our separate ways
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
Though we touched
And went our separate ways
Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
I still love you, girl
I really love you, girl
And if he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
The only thing I said that night was her beautiful name.
Bella.
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~Onyx~