Heavens a Lie

by Cain the Silver Sin

Traitors doesn't deserve love. He didn't deserve love. But in the deep of the night, he could pretend. Pretend it wasn't Golbez who loomed above him, taking hold of his mind. He could lose himself in lily-white hair and hot touches, and whisper his name. 'Cecil...'.

Title: Heavens a Lie
Pairing: Golbez/Theodor Harvey x Kain Highwind, unrequited Kain Highwind/Cecil Harvey
Rating: T
Disclaimer: I own nothing. This piece was made purely for my own entertainment and I earn no money off it. (Heavens a Lie is a song by Lacuna Coil.)

AN: I finally finished something and even if it is a short practice piece (and a part song-fic as well); I greatly enjoyed it! Poor Kain, ever so tormented.

...

Oh no,
here it is again
I need to know
why did I choose to betray you

I need to know. No, I already know.
Why it ended up this way.
Why I night after night submit to him.
If you only knew, he looks just like you.
His eyes, a crystalline sapphire. His hair, a colour of pearls, like the moon, your true home.
Bathed in the silvery light, he is you.

Something wrong
with all the plans of my life
I didn't realize that you've been here

I keep fooling myself night after night.
That its not him, but you, beside me, above me, underneath me.
Your hands, your mouth, your eyes, your all on me.
That it is you who sinfully whisper my name.
That it is you, who hold me and comfort me in the long nights.

That it is you, who say you'll never leave me.

Dolefully desired
Destiny of a lie

But it isn't you. Its him. In your exterior.
I know, yet I succumb to his grasp over my mind and soul.
But I have nothing to lose, no one to come home to.
I do not deserve the purity and love that is the true you.
I am destined to hide forever away in darkness, with my heart unclean and weak.

Do you hate me now, Cecil? Do you hate me for my weakness?

Set me free
your heaven's a lie
set me free with your love
set me free

I hate myself for ever falling for you...