Chapter 1~ Funeral
~Colton Haynes~
Two weeks ago my beautiful girlfriend passed away, she was supposed to be my fiancé and we would fulfil her bucket list together. On the 18th June, to be exact, twenty nine days after her birthday. My poor, precious girl was suffering on her birthday.
She was everything to me, Robyn was my life. I'd do anything and everything for her, and if I could take that poison away from her, I would of. She helped me through all the tough times I went through, always managed to make me laugh even though she was upset. She was my everything, and I don't regret a thing about her.
I tightened my tie, and walked to sit down. The service would be happening soon, and this is one of the hardest days of my life. Seeing Robyn's parents in the state they are, breaks my heart. I wish I didn't have to do this, and I know it's a bad thing to say, but I can't see people upset. I want to cry and grieve by myself not in front of others.
"Robyn was my world. I loved how she would always say 'Good morning' even if she felt awful, or it was raining outside. I loved how positive she always was. I loved how she could always cheer me up, how she'd sit there and listen to my stories even though they might have bored her. She was amazing, and I miss her so much." I take a deep breath. "I'm sorry, I can't do it." I say walking out of the service wiping my eyes.