I awoke to the sound of a door opening. It was Rin's. What was she doing up? She knew she couldn't move on her own that well. I got out of my bed and opend my door to see what she was doing. She was slowly walking to the medicine cabinet. I guess she forgot to take her pills from before. I should have checked to make sure though..

Rin has been living with a sickness ever since she was born. The doctors said there was nothing they could do , but I don't want to believe it.. I can help her get through it i know I can. Her eyes have slowly become duller and duller by each day. I'm getting scared.. I don't want to lose her.. I love her..

Suddenly I heard a loud thud. I ran over to Rin and helped her up. She smiled at me. "Thanks Len." I picked her up and took her to her room. Her eyes look like a dull picture painted with the dark colors of death.

"What medicine are you trying to get?" She's becoming too thin for my comfort. The feeling of her bones when I touched her skin was terrifying. Though it feels like she is being stabed everytime she moves she still smiles. All of her smiles she shows, why don't they make me happy?

"The one in the green bottle." She shifted and made a slight noise of agony. I started to walk away when I noticed she had grabbed my hand. It felt cold.. Like the snow against you bare skin. "I want to play in the snow with you tomorrow. Like we did when we were little" Don't make me take you out there.. Your body can't handle that..

"I'll take you later, when you're better. Just stay inside until then." She slowly let go of my hand. Her death colored eyes starring into mine. I hated it when she did this.. The best thing I can do is go get her medicine for right now..

"When will I be better?! You always say that to me!" I turned back in surprise at her words. Her painful sobs cutting through my ears like the cold wind of winter. I couldn't take it.. It hurts me to see her in this state. She hasn't been outside since we were children..

"Fine you can go tomorrow.." She smiled and rubbed her eyes to get rid of her tears. "Can you get the medicine now?" I did as she requested and walked into the bathroom, opening the medicine cabinet. All of these pills were for her.. There's so many bottles.. All the colors were mixing together. Where's the green one? I reached out for the dark green colored bottle. I had better get her some water too. I grabbed a cup from the kitchen and filled it with water. What other pills has she not taken?

"Len is everything alright?" Hearing her voice calmed me. I walked into her room giving her the pills and water. She put the pill into her mouth then took a sip of water. The cup slipped from her shaking hands and broke spilling the water. "Sorry Len. I didn't mean to break it"

"It's fine Rin." I took a tissue from the box next to rin and cleaned it ,picking up the pieces of the cup as well. I put the pieces and the tissue into the trashcan and headed for the door. "See you in the morning Rin.."