This couldn't be happening. She was happily married with two gorgeous kids. She never expected to run into her again. But it just happened.

One look at the beautiful woman she had become and all her feelings came back. Okay, she had never forgotten about her. The passionate nights during their college years. The kissing and love making. She never truly loved anyone else as much as she had loved her.

But life had forced her to move on. Her family had forced her to marry him. He was nice and a good husband and father. But he wasn't her and she didn't love him. She couldn't bring herself to love him as much as she ever loved her.

**Flashback**

The two of them were making love in her room of her childhood home. It had been spring break and they decided to visit her parents. The other girls parents were on a cruise and she didn't want to spend spring break alone.

Nobody had been in the house and they decided to take full advantage of the situation. She screamed and moaned when the other girl made her come. No one else could give her so much satisfaction.

To caught up in their love making they didn't hear the footsteps. They didn't hear the door opening. They were totally becoming one and didn't expect someone to disturb them.

Her mother had been shocked and disgusted. There had been yelling and screaming. They were given half an hour to get dressed and pack their belongings. Without any consideration the girl was thrown out her house.

Her parents pulled her out of school and forced her to go to another university. A strict Catholic university. Where things like that didn't happen.

That day had been the last day she had seen her. But she never had forgotten about her one and true love.

**End of flashback**

It had been ten years since she had seen her. And now that she caught a glimpse of her, she knew she still wanted her. She didn't care about the consequences. She would give up her comfortable life in a heartbeat to be with her once again.

But she was a coward. She didn't have the gut to go to the other woman and make her presence known. She had continued with doing the things she was supposed to do.

And now she felt a crushing regret. Her heart still beated for the other woman. One glimpse and she felt like she was the college student again. Safe in the other woman's arms.

She wondered if the other woman got on with her life too. Would she sometimes still think about her? Was she married with children herself? Her heart broke at the thought.

Trapped in a life were she wasn't happy, she thought back at the memories she made. Ten years hadn't been enough to forget her. She had wanted to name her daughter after her but her own mother had stopped her.

The feeling her children should've been theirs had never left her mind. Every time she looked at her kids she asked herself how different her life had been if she had married her instead of him.

Seeing her again made her realise she couldn't go back to her life. She still wanted her and it hurt her so much that she couldn't get what she wanted.

She went back home. Her kids were at school and her husband at work. Sitting alone in their big house, she started to cry. This wasn't going to work. If I can't have her nobody else can have me.

She stood up and walked to the closet in their bedroom. She opened the safe were her husband kept his guns. She choose a gun and sat on their bed. Without any hesitation she brought the gun to the side of her head. Before pulling the trigger her last thoughts went out to her. The last words that left her were a soft whispering.

"I still love you"