That time...I'll regret it for the rest of my life.
I should've protect them with my power and I could have protect them with my power.
It was a big mistake I make in my entire life, a really really big mistake.
If I can...I want to touch them once more time, I want to tell them I'm really sorry, I want to protect them and...I want to be with them once again.
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Osomatsu woke up, he breathed heavily. Second flash about his earlier dream make him shivered, he don't know where it was or who are people in his dream, all he know is he was inside some mechanical thing and there was a really sharp thing cut through his chest.
Osomatsu take a shakingly breathe, he can still felt the sharp thing...it's like his dream is not a dream, more like a memory.
But he don't know who are they, a man with green hoodie and a man with purple hoodie, they look at him with disappointment. And the one who wear blue hoodie...his unnatural black eyes shoot him with a pure hatred.
Yes, his brothers wears coloured hoodie but he really don't know who are they or why they are inside his dream. And one thing that really bother him is...
"Who is...Tord?" Osomatsu whispered to himself and going back to sleep, hoping no more nightmare this time.
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Ichimatsu always be the last of sextuplets to wake up but not today, that stupid dream somehow successed bothering him the whole night. He even know that his eldest brother suddenly wake up in middle of night.
Ichimatsu vaguely remember about his dream but he was sure that in his dream he can transform into one eyed purple monster, that not so bad and honestly he was really enjoying being monster.
But after he received this weird dream, Ichimatsu felt something strange. Somehow he disliked his eldest for unknown reason, like...he was disliked him from really long time. He need to get rid of this strange feeling tho, his eldest is the only one place he can acting like little brother, feel saved and loved.
That dream means nothing.
"That black eyed man is not me..."
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For a whole day, Choromatsu feel something wrong with the eldest and the fourth brother. It's not like they do anything weird but he can't help feeling worried about those two.
"Hey you two, is there something wrong?" he asked
Ichimatsu didn't even bother to look at him, while Osomatsu turn around but not look at him, he's looking at something he hold.
"Since when you drink cola?"
That simple question brought him back from a second day dream, he even questioned himself. Yes, since when he like to drink cola? It's not like Choromatsu never drink soda, but somehow he attached to cola and he find himself everytime he feel troubled he would drink cola.
"I...don't know, I somehow really like cola right now" he hesitently answered.
Osomatsu sighed "Well...did anyone feel something strange?" he suddenly asked, his brothers for unknown reason avoiding to look at him.
"You know...I have this very weird dream last night" ignoring his brothers reaction, Osomatsu started his dream-tale story.
"I was inside some weird mechanical thing and there was some people I don't know, and the last thing I remember is this pineapple head shoot a harpoon that cutting straight through my chest"
Ichimatsu shivered hearing his eldest brother dream-tale story, mechanical thing? Harpoon? It's exactly like his dream last night, he take silent shakingly breathe. No, that black eyed man is not him...he would never shoot his brothers with gaint harpoon gun. Well he would gladly shoot at Karamatsu, but he won't kill his painful brother.
Ichimatsu keep trying to calm himself while pretending didn't hear his eldest story about weird dream last night.
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After hearing Osomatsu tale, Karamatsu now felt something strange. Something like scared, disappointed, mad, sad and feel betrayed. He decided to avoiding Osomatsu for the whole day.
Karamatsu never feel intimidated by his one and only big brother, in fact he was the one who acting all cold to Osomatsu. He also noticed Ichimatsu shivered when the eldest tell his story, something is wrong with him and his brothers.
He noticed how Choromatsu gulping all those cola everyday, how Jyushimatsu gradually become more reserved and how the youngest, Todomatsu put some strange respect to their eldest. It was the one that really feel so wrong, knowing Todomatsu never has any respect toward his older brothers.
Now Karamatsu was sure there's something wrong with his brothers.
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Normally, Jyushimatsu will run around their house and chanting his "hustle hustle muscle muscle" catchphrase, singing with Karamatsu on the roof, hang out with Ichimatsu and his cat friends or training baseball.
But right now, Jyushimatsu felt a sudden need to stop and wait for some orders, it is really weird, he never feel like this before. Not with his seemingly endless energy, not even with simple task like eating. He is the one who always replace his tablewear in very short time, breaking his bowl set for every twice a weeks.
So the reserved Jyushimatsu is really weird, since when he start listening to others quitely and doing chores perfectly?
A very confused Choromatsu decided to asking him "Hey Jyushimatsu"
Jyushimatsu turn around and looking at the third brother with his typical huge smile "What's wrong, Choromatsu-niisan?"
"Well, you know...lately you aren't doing your daily training and I see you stay in house more often, are you sick or something?"
"No, not at all!" he said with loud voice, his whole body vibrating too eager to moving around, run, jump, anything that will burn his energy.
"Okay, so...can you help me with groceries? It's not good for you to stay home like this" Choromatsu seem to know what his little brother needed, that why he invited Jyushimatsu to do groceries with him.
Of course the sun of Matsuno household jumping upside down, run around in circle while chanting his catchphrase. Choromatsu sighed in relief, at least he can give Jyushimatsu reason to moving around.
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Dry monster...his brothers always call him that, Todomatsu hated it. It didn't mean he has no feeling, that not right! Todomatsu has feeling! He felt guilty for ignoring Karamatsu, he felt sad when sees Jyushimatsu cry, he felt envious when Choromatsu get his first job, he felt sympathy whenever Ichimatsu lost his cat friends.
He has feeling, he is not the dry monster!
But the very strange feeling he felt is respect. Normally Todomatsu didn't give any respect toward his older brothers, those shitty brothers didn't deverse his respect that was he thought. Sure he like to copy his brothers, he like how Kara is interested in fashion so Todomatsu want to be better in fashion. He copying how Choromatsu fold his pants, if anyone ask he would answer that it was his idea.
Once he hear the two oldest talking about the younger ones, Karamatsu think it's cute that Todomatsu trying to copy his brothers and he was really happy when he hear his brothers call him cute. Not like he would admit it in front of his older brothers.
Speaking of older brothers, somehow Todomatsu felt some respect toward his eldest, he starting to recall every good side of his eldest brother. Why...he thought...he don't know why.
Somehow he feel proud whenever Osomatsu talking to him or asking him to do something, it's like...taking orders from his boss. "No! Osomatsu is not my boss" he thought.
Osomatsu is not their boss, he is place where everyone can acting like little brother, even Karamatsu. Yes, it just like a proud little brother who get task from their older siblings.
"But...since when I feel some respect toward that useless eldest brother..."
Todomatsu deciced to not give any shit and continue his days like he normally do.
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We will be together again...and I'm promise to protect you all with everything I have. On the next life...I am you, you are me.