A/N: Enjoy this little one-shot that I wrote! I don't know, I was just REALLY in the mood to write a one-shot. Thank you to all my friends and friendemies who have helped me in writing this. :)
My Obsession
Dear Lily,
Please don't throw this out, seeing my hand writing. PLEASE. Just wait for what I'm going to say.
I'm sorry for being so immature in the past. I hope that you will forgive me for all my mess-ups. I was only a kid back then… you've got to understand.
I've acted like an idiot, I know. But most kids are idiots at the age of 14. You get it, right?
But I'm older now, and I've changed. I hope you will understand, and for some reason… I have a feeling that you will. That's because you're a good person, and I know that. :)
But you've got to understand that my foolish acts were all caused by my love for you.
Please, just give me a chance, I know I can right all my wrongs. Hopefully you will realize that I am obsessed with you.
I would go to hell and back for you. Even further.
Sorry for the cheesiness, but you know, this is proving how much I love you.
I know you hate me for bullying Severus… that's right, I didn't say Snivellus, I'm more mature now.
I… really love you Lily. I think it's because you're so smart, pretty, and… caring. When I first fell in love with you it was because of your looks. I know, I know… but I was just a kid then. But now… when I saw you defend Severus, it hurt to see you do that… because I wanted to be Severus. I was JEALOUS of him.
You probably don't believe me right now… but… it's the truth… Please believe me.
And… to tell you the truth, I really couldn't believe it when Sni- Severus called you "mudblood". I'm sorry if that stings, I know you don't like that topic… but… how could Severus do such a thing? I mean, he had YOU, and he just gave it up, in a snap.
I know this is terrible but… I think that was exactly what I was wishing for, all along. I wanted YOU to call ME by a nickname, and not Severus… It hurt to hear you call him "Sev" and I wanted to be him… and that's probably why I bothered him so much.
I'm a terrible person… Please… just… Can you give me another chance? I know that you have already given me plenty… but this time… I think I can truly change.
I hope you're still reading this… if you are, Lily… thank you for at least reading this and giving me a second chance.
And… one last thing? I hope you realize that I'm not the same 14 year old anymore… and that I really have matured. Please forgive me.
I love you. 3
Sincerely,
Prongs
James Potter
A/N: Hope you enjoyed, and I wrote this one mostly at school… Secretly… in Language class… Well I suppose this kind of is Language… Thanks for all your help, HN and LZ! Please R&R, F&F :)