Disclaimer: I don't own anything. I do however own the plot and any original characters.

Summary: Freddie and Carly are finally together. And although Sam is happy for them, she can't help but remember her time with Freddie and the kiss. Sam's P.O.V

Prologue: Carly and Freddie were holding hands. It was so cute it was disgusting. The way he looked at her. The way she looked at him. It all made me want to vomit.
And though it killed me to think it, I still wished it was me. I wanted to be the one he held hands with. The one he kissed, the one he stared at lovingly. Is it wrong to be so...in love with your best friend's boyfriend? The same kid who a few months ago was your main target when it came to torture. Ugh, I swore I would never be one of those teen chicks. But I am. And it sucks.

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"Alright, we're on in 5,4,3,2" Freddie announced, and the recording light went on.

"Hey, people of ! I'm Carly," Carly started in her usual bubbly personality.

"And I'm Sam! And this is iCarly, the only webshow that has a sugary center!" I tried to sound convincing.

"Today on iCarly, we're gonna do a puppet show with bologna. " Carly motioned toward the bologna.

Later...

"Well thanks for watching iCarly. We gotta go throw Twinkies out the window," I concluded.

"And, we're off. Great show Carls" Freddie said, hugging Carly.

"Good job Sam. Why thank you Sam." I scoffed and then 'hugged' myself.

Freddie rolled his eyes and said "Good show Sam." He didn't mean it. Ever since they had started dating, the show was all Carly. No matter how funny i was, or how many lines I had, she was all he saw. At school, on the show, or just hanging out. And Carly was no better then Freddie. She never called, or laughed, or scolded me about my behavior. Some friend she was. I was repulsed.

~The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else~