A/N: hello! after many months, i'm back in writing! sorry i just wrote now because we we're so busy at school and had a major writer's block. now, here's my new story. hope you like it!
Discalimer: i don't own Inuyasha and the songs used...
Kagome: she's so bad... she's switching to a new story without finishing the other one!
Chapter 1: Behind These Hazel Eyes
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
She wanted to run away from that place. She felt that remembering just that moment rips her heart into a million pieces. Kagome was running, running, running… into the dark and stormy night.
No, I can't breath
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
She couldn't believe what she saw. It was Inuyasha with Kikyo and they were really sweet with each other. The most painful thing was the kiss… and the sweet words… "I love you"… from both their lips. She couldn't stand the pain she felt in her heart as she remembered it.
Flashback
Inuyasha: Kikyo, I've always wanted to say this to you. I… I love you.
(They kiss)
Kikyo: I love you too, Inuyasha.
(Kagome suddenly opens the door.)
Kagome: Inuyasha, I… how… how could you?
Inuyasha: Kagome… I.. I'm
(Before he could even say the word "sorry", Kagome suddenly ran out of the house and out of his life.)
End of flashback
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside
No, I can't breath
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
She arrived at her house, dripping wet because of the rain.
Elise: Welcome back, Kagome! Would you like to have some dinner, honey?
But she didn't notice her mom and she went dashing to her room.
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
She fell on her bed just as she opened the door of her room. The windows and curtains were closed, good thing, because Inuyasha won't be able to climb up to her bedroom. She thought of all her feelings for him and buried her head on her pillow and cried. Just cried.
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No I don't cry on the outside anymore
Anymore
She looked up and saw, one her bedside table, a picture of their gang: Miroku, Sango, Shippo, herself and… Inuyasha. She couldn't bear seeing him, even just his picture.
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
She cried all night. She couldn't sleep but it overcame her after a while. On the next day, she decided that she won't let him see her cry. She'll just have to cry inside, behind her eyes. She'll try to forget everything: all the feelings, the pain, the moments, the love, and most of all… Inuyasha.
to be continued...
A/N: so how was it?