I haven't been able to get PhemieC's song Fool out of my head and I thought it fit these two in a way :) The fic starts from when Saya and Takashi were kids till highschool, during the time Taka and Rei were together, and during the breakout.

Anyway enjoy this Sayashi drabble and as you know I don't own HOTD.

Boy you like to play your dumb games

while I make my paper cranes

and say dumb things that sometimes hurt me

but I put up with it cause when your friends leave you'll become friendly.

I like to smile behind my book

while you ramble about your cards knowing you won't look.

You tell me excitidly about something and my eyes are cool

but my lips are grinning and I look like a fool.

And though I'm the genius cool headed and snappy

I'm a lovesick fool who only wants to make you happy.

Boy you're growing up and so am I

we're growing apart and I don't wanna say goodbye.

You look at her warmly

and it hurts me dearly

to think she means more to you when you've just met her.

Boy you love her it's very clear

I can see it like the leer

that you give me.

The happiness we used to share rots and dies

like you it flies

and leaves me on this crude ground

it like you leaves me alone with no one around.

Boy you can't stand my presence, you're only with her.

I'm completely away from your heart and mind

You've moved on left me behind.

It hurts to admit but my pride kicks in once more

and off making you angry and enjoying it to the core

Boy you've made me a masochist

it seems that your negative attention is the only reason I exist

You're getting on my nerves, you treat me so cruely.

for what higher title do you carry to to treat me so lowly?

Boy I see it now, my teasing isn't a lie.

My words and insults they can't get more genuine!

It's my turn to rein

for you to take the blame!

Boy you've hurt me oh so much

And yet the little mind you pay me is my crutch

Still I drag myself to school to see you

For even after this I'm still a genius but also a fool

A love sick fool

Boy you're the flame in my world

and you burn so brightly here in the mindscape of a rotten little girl.

My fingers are burned and they hurt so bad

But I kept on hugging the flame, and despite the gruesome wounds I'm glad.

Boy, I'm scared in this new world that has been born

I need you here, and I wish I could help you while mourn

But the wall I've put between us is too thick

its chocking me and burying me under piles of bricks.

I can't live here, in this constantant blood bath

I need my flame, to guide me on this dangerous path.

But you arn't here you're with her,

always and constantly

Boy, I'm a devil, but also a fool

and I need you more than ever now that I'm losing my cool.

With you painting the floor and my hands and face

I can't believe its you that lost this race.

I, the weakling, the genius and the love sick fool lived on, how can that be?

It's me, me, me

Lost in this stupid war

and what was my pride for?

But to put out your flame

and bathe me in a cold water, cold water and shame.

I've been thinking about writing a song :) I've got enough feels! I just need to learn to play a guitar XD I dun know X) Hope you enjoy. I just wanted to take this outta my head.