AarSon – Colour blind...I paint your grey sky blue
Chapter 1 – Whispers in the Shadows
4th of July 2013
The summer sky, captured, taken away, replaced with mist, darkness. The cold saturating the air, the wind distorting the sound, all that was left was noise. Rain spitting against the glass, symbolising the unshed tears of the day, but twisting them into harshness.
But, colour blind, the boys paint their grey sky blue.
The evening draws to night.
The atmosphere electric, the lights highlighting their lives, capturing their every movement, flowing into the moment.
For Aaron and Jackson, were attending a wedding...Their wedding.
The proposal was a risk for Jackson, he had his whole world on the line, held upon the grasp of Aarons hands.
The sunlit night, the midnight sun surrounding them. Aaron had suggested the stroll in the field, the field of dreams, creating the perfect back ground. Grasping the moment, manipulating the wild flowers below their feet, wishing upon them, for Aaron to say yes.
"Aaron, you know when I said I will love you for life?"
"Yeah".
"Well... I wanna love you for forever. One day, I will die, and I know you will be close behind, following me into the dark, but, I want to make us official, to show the world we are one...Marry me!"
It was now time, for their first dance.
Taking their positions, stargazing into the eyes of the other, god, this never got old.
The music began.
"Slow down, make it last
I'm having the time of my life
And take a photograph
I don't want to leave this behind
What seems so out of reach
We're holding it right in our hands
Let's give up everything
Let's jump in and never look back
Slow down, make it last
I'm having the time of my life
And take a photograph
I don't want to leave this behind
What seems so out of reach
We're holding it right in our hands
Let's give up everything
Let's jump in and never look back
This is all I ever wanted
But life got in my way
You're all I ever wanted
I didn't see how it could have changed
That something was missing until today
The city comes alive
As soon as you walk out the door
Another sleepless night
But I don't want to sleep any more
I don't want to sleep any more
This is all I ever wanted
But life got in my way
You're all I ever wanted
I didn't see how it could have changed
That something was missing until today
Climbing so high
Just don't look down
We can see everything from here
For once in my life
Feet off the ground
I don't want to come back down
Take your photograph
I'm having the time of my life
This is all I ever wanted
But life got in my way
You're all I ever wanted
I didn't see how it could have changed
Nothing could get in the way
You're all I ever wanted
Didn't know what I was missing until, today"
(All I ever wanted – Brian Melo)
The night ended with a spectacular firework display, the freedom of the 4th of July within the air, their love, written in the stars.
The colours consumed the dark, lighting their spirits, immersing in the pleasure of each other.
Aaron and Jackson left their reception, fusing, merging, uniting as one.
The night belonged to them...and them alone.
They now set upon owning the early hours of the morning.
"So, Mr Aaron Livesy Walsh, what would you like to do now?"
Now Rated M
The question going unanswered. Instead, both men looked into the other, smiling upon the anticipation that forever soared between them, the contagious chemistry that fuelled their desire.
Slow gentle kisses begun, Aaron's lips reaching Jackson's neck, gently licking upon the mark that was permanently stated there. Undoing his lover's shirt, caressing his sculptured body, feeling the man who was everlastingly his.
The heat coursed through his veins, feeling the fire, letting it burn, Jackson, the antidote, the water and the flame, working in unison, the only way they could ever function from now on.
Jackson took control, undressing Aaron, first with his eyes, then with his hands.
Whispering into his lover's ear, the things he wants to feel.
"I need you Aaron, I need to feel you inside me, I want to feel whole...Complete".
Jackson's wish, was Aaron's command.
Uncovering Jackson from his clothes, they both stood opposite the other, flawless, admiring the perfection, the sight in front of them.
Ready to go all the way, to motion to the limits, to push their senses wild, all in the name of love. This is more than want, this is a need, a way of life, a life that would not exist without this.
Aaron gently moved his husband back, both delicately landing onto their bed. Two bodies, colliding gently, breathing in their life, love right in their path, in their grasp, both men morphing into a single spirit.
Aaron set out to seek a nipple, a low gasp of delight released from his lovers lips, never failing to excite him.
Jackson's hand held under Aaron's chin, attracting his attention, gaining his eyes to gaze upon his.
Their foreheads touching, just resting, staring, the only light coming from the moonlit sky.
They are the stars, who no one else can see within the faded light, the night, shinning bright, only detectible to each other.
Their lips touching, flowing together, tongues intertwining, tasting desire.
Aaron clasped their hands together, raising them above their heads, capturing his lover, leaving him defenceless, but Jackson knew, Aaron was his armour, his shield. And Aaron knew, Jackson was his, and his alone.
Aaron released one of Jackson's hands, gently raising his lover's legs with his knees. His hand slowly reaching Jackson's entrance, delicately teasing, releasing the resistance.
His fingers expertly uncovering His husbands light, Watching the pleasure contaminate the face before him, he was ready, to move so naturally, inside him.
Slowly entering, eyes holding eyes, immersing in the feeling, of becoming complete.
Moving together, sharing a life, their skin, saturated with water, their lips just audible, but not coherent, their Whispers in the shadows, just sound, creating the atmosphere of peace, serenity...safety.
...
Hours had past, although the light outside still hiding. Slowing down, to make it last, there having the time of their lives, this is really, all they have ever wanted.
Their hearts racing, the lovers reaching their peak, in sync.
The combustion of colour owning the air around them, the colour of gold, corrupting their souls, highlighting what they are worth to one another.
Jackson held his husband in his arms, his sole purpose for life.
"You've been the only thing that's right, in all I've done. It's not my imagination Jay, you really are incredible... and I've got you".
Jackson held him tighter, placing a single kiss onto his head, simply replying
"Forever".
They lay awake, no light, no sound, opting to stay in the darkness together.
As sleep began to consume him, Aaron mumbled to a still highly alert Jackson
"Bring on the next chapter in our lives".
TBC