I looked at water as I sat down. My eyes filled with tears. I let them out not caring who came behind me. They rubbed my back as they sat down next to me.
M: It's ok Destiny.
I: How is ok when my fiancée texted his ex the entire time we were together Matt? I love him. He cheated on me!
I started to cry.
M: Des, it's ok.
I: No it's not. I trusted him.
M: Des, Shannon didn't mean too.
I: But he did! I talked to John he said I am more than welcome to come home. So I'm leaving tonight.
M: Destiny, what about Shannon?
I: Let him be happy fucking his ex. I'm not in the way now.
I looked at my phone. My plane would be leaving soon. I stood up and looked at Matt.
I: My plan leaves soon. I got to go. Bye.
I went to the airport and boarded the plane back to Mass rubbing my stomach.
~3 years later~
There was a knock on the door of John's condo that I was staying at. I opened it. I saw Matt, Jeff, Jeff's girlfriend Angel, Matt's girlfriend Alyssa, and Shane.
I: Hey guys!
I hugged him.
M: Destiny, Shannon's a mess.
I: I'm a mess.
Then a little blonde hair girl ran into the room and tugged onto the leg of my jeans.
K: Mom, can I have more milk?
She held out her cup and I nodded.
I: Ava, do you know who these people are?
She shook her head no.
I: These are my best friends. That's Matt, Jeff, Angel, Alyssa, and Shane. Guys, this is Ava. Come on Ava, let's get your milk.
I picked her up and we went into the kitchen. When she got her milk, she ran into her room.
M: That's Shannon's kid?
I nodded.
I: I was a week pregnant when Shannon told me he was texting his ex. The entire time we were together.
J: Does he know?
I: I haven't talked to him since the breakup.
M: Don't you think he should know about Ava?
I: No.
SH: Desi, that's his kid.
I: I know. I know he should know. I know that Ava is part his.
Then Matt's phone rang. He pulled it out of his pocket and answered it.
M: Hey Shannon! Yeah! I know we are there right now. Ok.
He handed me his phone.
M: Des, talk to him.
I: I'll meet him for lunch but I won't speak to him now.
M: Shan, she'll meet you for lunch. 10 minutes? Ok. bye.
He handed me the info he wrote on a slip of paper.
M: We'll take car of Ava.
I: Thanks.
I went and changed into ripped jeans, a white tank and black flip flops. I said bye to Ava and then went to the restaurant. When I got there Shannon was already waiting for me.
I: May I join you?
Shannon looked up.
S: I'm waiting for someone.
I: I'm Destiny.
S: Hey Desi.
That's the thing with Shannon. Him and I joked a lot. I would always joke with him. I took a seat across from him.
I: Hey Shan.
S: Thanks for having lunch with me.
I: No prob. I haven't been out in a while.
Then my cell rang.
I: Hello? No Matt! She can't eat that! She's allergic to it! she can not eat it! Keep me posted! The Eppy pens are in the hall closet. Tell her I'll be back when I can. Thanks Matt. Bye.
I hung up.
I: Sorry Shannon.
S: if you need to go, you can.
I: No. I want to be here.
S: Your dog sick?
I: Um no…your daughter.
S: What?
I: When we broke up that's when I was a week pregnant.
S: And you didn't tell me?
I I was going to until you told me that you cheated on me.
S: Destiny, I'm sorry that I cheated you. I really am.
I: You know what hurts? That I knew ever since we began dating and you didn't even say anything. You went on pretending that you loved me.
S: You knew and didn't say anything?
I: Yeah.
S: I'm so sorry Destiny.
So we finished lunch and went John's condo.
S: Destiny, I love you. Still and always.
I: I love you Shannon. Still and always.
We went to my door. I opened and Ava ran towards me.
A: Mommy.
I lifted her and hugged her.
I: Hey sweet pea. Ava this is your dad. Shannon this is Ava.
A: Dad?
Ava jumped from my arms and into Shannon's arms. Shannon laughed and hugged her.
A: Nice to have you home Dad.
S: I know Ava. I know.
Tears fell from my eyes. For once we were a family.
