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This was a very depressing day of my life. Not quite as depressing as when my father beat me, but it's up there.
You see, at the time, I had a girlfriend. Her name was Luna Reyes. She was beautiful and kind.
I was lucky to have her.
I really liked her.
One time I went to visit her where she lived, in Happy Harbor. She didn't know I was coming. So it was going to be a surprise.
Although; when I opened the door, I instantly regretted it..
There she was; I could tell by her long black hair, with a tint of red, kissing a blonde.
Not just any blonde; my step-brother, Apollo West.
I stood there, shocked. How could she do this? She knew I didn't trust easily.. Yet, I trusted her.
I saw Luna hesitantly pull back, her gaze landing on me.
"What? What's-" Apollo turned, following her gaze, his dark grey eyes landing on mine.
I saw his eyes widen.
I looked at both of them, obviously shocked.
I slowly backed away, saying painfully, with a cold edge,
"Sorry for interrupting."
"J-John! No! He kissed me!" Luna said desperately.
Apollo was just freaking out saying almost faster than the human ear could comprehend.
"OHGODOHGOD,WHATTHEHELLDIDIJUSTDO!?"
What I did next was alien, even to myself.
"Yeah, 'cuz that's what it fucking looked like."
Says a cold voice, pretending to be me.
Luna looked at me sadly.
"John... He kissed me! I didn't kiss back! I swear! I don't know why he kissed me! I promise!"
What I said next, shocked me.
"DON'T LIE TO ME BITCH!"
I could see Luna's auburn eyes widening. She stared at me, her mouth moving, yet nothing came out.
"Don't even think about talking to me ever fucking again, got it?"
She nodded slowly. I could see tears building up in her eyes.
She finally choked something out, "I..."
"What did I just say?"
I say before anything could really leave her mouth.
It's harsh, but it sounds more desperate than aggressive.
She looks so sad...
So small...
She shakes her head and turns to the door.
"I'm sorry," she says, "I won't talk to you again... I promise..."
Then she ran away.
It was only then did the real John Zatara return to his body.
And he just realized what he just did.
I ran away too.
I ran towards Wayne Manor.
I had lived there once; didn't last long, although.
I burst through the door, and sprinted to my old room.
Inside it was empty; except an old guitar lying on the ground.
I picked it up, seeing a dusty label,
Johnny G.
Huh.. Johnny G.. That person died nine years ago.
He's John Zatara now.
I sit down and begin strumming the guitar.
At first my strumming is random, like I didn't care.
Then I began to play.
I played a song that used to make my sister cry.
I never understood why when I was a kid.
I do now.
I really do now.
I even sang along as I played.
Surprisingly, I knew every word.
I just thought about Luna the whole time.
What did I do wrong?
Tell me!
PLEASE!
This happens every time!
EVERY.
SINGLE.
TIME.
...
...
...
Richard found me soon afterwards, and as much as I appreciated him trying to comfort me, it didn't work...
I wish my mom, Zatanna, were here...
Too bad she's in Central with my step-dad...
Richard and I fall into an awkward conversation.
We actually end up talking about Mom.
He tells me about how much he sometimes misses us, Mom, Kara, and I.
I sometimes miss it too, only a little bit.
They used to be so happy...
My mom and Richard...
Why is it that all love ends?
Soo... Here's our sortof apology for making everyone wait so long for our main story.
ALSO: THIS IS A SORTOF SPOILER FOR THE MAIN STORY, as in, you know, Johnny and Lulu get together at one point.