A/N: Hi, this is my first Vampire Academy FF, enjoy and please review.

I can't believe this is happening to me. First Mia killed herself depressed over the death of her true love Mason and now this wedding invitation given to me via mail. I opened it sadly and saw what I didn't want to see. Dimitri Belikov and Natasha Ozera to be wed, the invite read. As soon as I saw it I threw in my draw with my other things that reminded me of Dimitri: The cabin where we first made love in, the silver stake he used on Natalie when she tried to kill me and millions of photos of us when we were together.

But now he and Tasha were together I can't deny my feelings for him and it hurts me so much to know that he will be happy with someone else that's not me. I'm not jealous or anything but to know that Dimitri was getting married to Tasha broke my heart and I'm sure if I go to the wedding my heart will be pulled out of my chest and be ripped to shreds. I had loved him and I still do but I guess I'm going to miss out on the love of my life and Tasha going to get him instead.

I slumped onto the bed and cried into my pillow until I drifted off to sleep tired of crying so much. "Rose wake up please," I heard my best friend and Princess wake me up. I rose looking dreadful as my black mascara made me look like a raccoon. She took one look at me and hugged me whispering

"You know about Dimitri and that slut" I was shocked Lissa was never mean to anyone she was the nicest person I knew

"Lissa you shouldn't of said that" I told her bravely so badly wanting to give her a high five for saying that. I didn't condemn that sort of behaviour from Lissa.

She looked at weirdly and said "What's up with you? I thought you would agree with me?"

"I do." I said "but I guess he's finally happy and in return my happiness is finally destroyed." As i slumped back into my pillow I remembered his touch how he loved my long hair the way he would grab and pull me closer to him when he would kiss me "Oh who I am kidding Lissa I will always love Dimitri and know he's getting married and I thought I had his heart. I guess I though wrongly."

Lissa hugged me and listened as I wept again I was thinking. How does a guy make me act like this a mess a big mess? No one could console me except one person but he's the one I'm moping over. It kills me to know he's happy with someone who's not me. Ah why did he leave me?

I woke the next morning with Lissa by my bed asleep. I rose quietly trying not to disturb Lissa's sleep I also put my IPod on full blast listening to my tracks of Lady Gaga and Muse especially listening to Muse's Neutron star collision. I was still angry but I was getting a little tired I had probably done at least forty laps by now.

During my run I was a shadow watching me, observing me. I kept watching the shadow as they watched me. As I tipped water over my head I realised I knew the person watching me but I just couldn't remember. He looked so familiar. As sweated ran down my face I continued to work out when I noticed he was perving.

"Oh, great a pervert," I screamed annoyed.

"I wouldn't call myself a pervert." A familiar Russian voice said.

I turned to him. "Dimitri is that you?" I said starting to freak out.

A/N: What did you guys think of the chapter? Hope you liked it. I know bit of a cliff-hanger. You probably want to kill me but don't worry I'll post ASAP. Until then happy reading and don't forget to review.