Don't lie to yourself
Chapter 1
Music is playing loud and I'm a bit tipsy. I am in the kitchen alone when Matthew came and stared to grabbing me.
I sign and swapped his hands away.
"Stop it before I get angry" I said annoyed, I hate it when his drunk like that, he starts acting like asshole.
"Oh c'mon baby don't be such prude, I know that you like sex after marriage and all but I'm men you know! I have needs" He whined and tried again, kissing my neck and putting his hands on my butt. But I smack his arm more firmly this time and pushed him away from me.
Where's Charlie when I need her most. Oh wait I know, again she's trying to impress Rachel. She and her stupid crush on diva. Arghh...
"Stop you're drunk and now I'm really annoyed with you so just get out of my way" I tried to get away but he grabbed my wrist. When he will be sober I'm really gonna break up with him.
"Hey girl said get off " A familiar Bieber blonde said.
"Who the fuck you think you are? You better walk away before I kick your ass " Matthew angrily snapped.
"And who are you, acting this with woman? And it's not me who needs to walk away before gets hurt" Blonde guy walked little closer and pointed index finger to him.
I saw Matthew getting angrier ever second. Before I even started to react and try to calm him down, he lunged at the blonde getting him on the ground and started to punch him.
When i looked to the left trough the door I saw a Mohawk boy walking towards fight scene. He grabbed Matthew by his collar jacket and punch him straight to face and he blackout.
"What the fuck it's going on?" Mohawk hissed "I'm not here like what five minutes? and you get in the fight?" he asked blonde boy.
I helped blonde get up. His lip is bleeding and his cheek started to swallow. I took some ice from fridge, wrap it in a towel and handed to him. He mouthed 'thanks' and I smiled to him.
"Ohh c'mon it's not like I'm always fighting ya know" Blonde pouted. Mohawk raised his eyebrows.
"Yea right.. today it's like you third fight. When you get arrested I'm not gonna get your ass out"
"Whatever" Blonde rolled his eyes and turn his head towards me looking straight to my eyes. " You okay right? That jerk didn't hurt you?"
"Nah I'm fine thanks to you" I grinned to him.
"I'm Sam bay the way" Sam exchanged his hand. I shaken his hand and smiled at him.
"Quinn and it's nice to put a name to my a knight in shining armour " He shyly looked to his feet and I giggled. "Well it was nice to meet you Sam but I have to go find my sister and thanks again for saving me" I smiled and winked before walked to find Charlie.
When I exit a kitchen and searched all bedrooms only founded naked couples. I let
furious sigh. If she leaves me again I'm gonna halter her.
I need fresh air, so I walked to backyard. It's all fresh outside no horny and drunk teenagers. A cool breeze wind up and I shiver a bit . I found a lounge chair next to pool. I already sober up and now my head is killing me.
I was like 10 minutes when I heard someone arguing behind near me.
"Tell me a truth Santana a you cheating on me?" A hurt female voice ringed when i turn my head around I saw two silhouettes.
"What are you talking about? " a smaller girl asked.
"Really now you gonna play a 'I don't know what you talking about'? Why can't you just be honest with me for a moment?" A taller girl said and moved to her left so now I can see her face.
"I don't playing I really honestly don't know what are you talking about! And it's not like we together or something so it's not like you can be jealous"
"Well it's definitely not my fault" Another girl muttered.
"First time we started i said I'm not looking for relationship or some shit... You know it, I was looking for fun" Latina said.
"Well and what maybe if I want more? What if I want this 'shit'? What if I don't want some bitch grinding on you, when I leave for ten minutes?"This time taller girl softly said.
There was long silent before latina started to speak.
"I'm sorry but..." she was interrupted by another girl.
"But you don't wanna commitment and all that... I know you said it like hounded time. But what if you try ? What are you gonna to lose? I'm not going anywhere"
"I just, just can't okay? Can't we be friends or something...?" Latina asked hopeful. And there was long awkward silent.
"If that what you want... just give me some time... and be as far as you can" A taller girl walked through door.
"One more to my 'I'm total asshole' list, yay" Santana said sarcastic to herself.
"I thought the list is full" I startled her.
"Whataa fuuckk?"And then she looked at me with scowl "Ya know one day kiddo you gonna give me a hear attack, a big one"
She walked towards me.
"Stop calling me that, you only six month older" I pouted at her.
"Well I don't care Quinnepuff. Now scoot over, you all over this chair" She said with smirk and pushed me a bit. I scooted so she could fit, didn't even try to act that, I don't want her this close to me.
"So what a you doing her Quinnie? It's already your past bedtime. Mama Fabray won't gonna be happy for you, ya know. OW" I hit her shoulder hard and give my death glare to her before I hugged her right arm and cuddle more to her, putting my head on her shoulder.
"Hey what's wrong?" She asked me softly.
"Matthew again, I think I'm gonna break up with him, he even being more asshole than you. And it's sometime hard to belive 'cause you know, you got first place" She pinched my thigh hard and I grabbed her hand and interlock our fingers before snuggle even more closer to her. She always make me feel safe. Even if sixty percent of times she acts like ass.
"Well It's about time. He's jerk and he don't deserve you. I know you gonna find a perfect person who will love you and don't use you. Because you're beautiful, smart, kind, you got killer body"She smirked and I rolled my eyes " And you deserve best" She kissed my forehead and I felled butterflies in my stomach. Ohhh... she and her little gestures.
"Aww... going all soft on me Lopez"
"Don't push me to much Fabray, here I'm trying to tell you truth and you just make this joke not cool Quinnie, not cool" She frowned at me. I just grinned.
"You know, outside you're stick in everyones butts and badass and inside actually all softy and mushy it's just so cute"
"Excuse you! Let's pretend that you didn't say that and I don't need to kick your ass. I just gonna have my revenge when we gonna win again. You guys suck like really" I pinched her hand and pouted.
"We not that bad. And we really have emotion to show. Yeah maybe we are not best dancers ,well maybe Britt and Mike and our choreography sucks, but still we are New directions we have stores to tell"
"Still we are winners you a losers" She stick out her tongue at me and then grinned.
"Idiot" I muttered and she just smiled at me.
We were lying for about ten minutes in comfortable silent when Santana broke it.
"You know as long as I love to lay her with you all night, I think we need to find your pink clone. She gonna kill me if she don't find you"
"Well she after Rachel skirt so I gotta time" I was really comfortable, safe and warm. So I didn't want to get up. My phone vibrate in my pocket.
"I know I'm hot but please keep your little Q in your pants" She said with smirk. I rolled my eyes and unhooked my arms from her before draw out phone and hit her shoulder than read a message.
"Well Charlie drove Rach home already. So you gonna escort me home" I said getting up.
"Aww go! Charlie go! And why me? Don't you have any friends ? Than my house gonna be in end of town" She crossed her arms.
"Ow c'mon are you really gonna let me walk alone?" I asked with pout.
"Oh god okay okay, I'm gonna walk you home but then you gonna bring your's momma's cookies deal?" She asked getting up.
"Kay now let's go I wanna get my beauty sleep"
"First I don't think you need beauty sleep anymore you already stunning" She said and I blushed and rolled my eyes.
"And second I need to tell my friends that I'm leaving going with me? Or are you gonna wait in cold dark creappy yard?" She walked to doors and keep it open.
"Of course I'm going with you" I walked through her, poking her stomach.
We walked through the little dance floor some songs mash-up is going .I grabbed her hand and interweave our fingers so that I don't get lost. Gosh our hands fits so perfectly. We started walking to basement.
Smell is like cigarets. In centre of room is big sofa on her right loveseat and on left one big chair. On a wall is big flat screen tv. There's a few trainers and punching.
Santana let go of my hand and settle in chair. I followed her and sit on chair's arm. Then I saw Mohawk with Blonde Bieber.
"Yo are you gonna be long here?" Santana asked.
"Yea don't worry we are a big boys" Mohawk said still don't tear his eyes from video game they are playing.
Santana snorted.
"Really just don't get in fight. Okay Sammy boy?" Sam paused game to look at us than he saw me and smiled and then i saw confuse on his face.
"Yes don't worry. And how do you know each other?" He looked to Santana then again he's eyes landed to my.
"Well you know when we were kids we played in area called playground. Then one day I saw most beautiful girl sitting by a tree and reading a book. And she interested me, so I go to her and talk and become you know like friends, but then nine years later, i got this huge crush on her but she always let me down. So this is our life story trouty wanna now something else?" She asked mocking and possessive putting her arm around me. I rolled my eyes.
"I never turned you down" I said.
"Whatever let's go it's getting late with all those remembering old times" San said getting up and stretched. Her shirt rode up and i can't tear my eyes away. I looked slowly till her cleavage than lifted my eyes to her. And sawed smirk on her face.
I feeling my face burn.
"Goodbye. And Sam thanks again for helping me" I winked at him. He shyly looked to coffee table. And murmured 'yea that was no problem'.
"Don't do anything i wouldn't do San" Mohawk said smirking. Santana rolled her eyes.
"Yea yea, whatever. Bye don't get too drunk" San said and put her arm around me putting her finger throw my bell loop. We started walk to my house and talked about something and nothing. When I started to shiver San took of her leather jacket and gave to me. I thanked her and kissed her cheek before snuggled closer to her.
We walked to my house stopped to my front door. My and Char car is in park lot she gotta be home.
"Thank you for getting me save home cookie" I pecked her lips and smirked when I saw her blush.
"Y-Y-Yea no problem" She grabbed behind her neck and looked to the ground. I giggle at how adorable she's is right now.
"Text me when you get home and please don't provoke someone" She scowled at me.
"I'm not that bad ya know"
"Yea yea i know" I started to yawn.
"Good night Quinnie don't dream too much wet dreams" She winked. I slap her arm and rolled my eyes. Than putted my arms around her neck. We hugged little too longer then normal.
"Night, text me" I pulled away and walked to my front door. She wave to me and then turn away and started walk. I carefully slipped to my room and got ready for bed. I putted jacket on chair remembering that i forgot to return. So I looked throw window but I didn't see her no more. Well now there will be reason to go to her. I yawned again and got to my bed for long good sleep.
So what you think maybe give a shot to this story ? And sorry for my grammar English is not my first language.