Diary

14 November 2015

"It all started when i was a teenager, i thought i could have lived a quiet and normal adolescesse but i guess it just wasn't meant to be.
I had a wonderful childhood with loving parents and grandparents, we were not rich or poor economicly speaking, but we shared a lot of knowledge, both my parents were teachers, my mom an english and german teacher and my dad an art teacher althought his goal was to only paint for art, not for money, so he also teached to provide for our family. I spent a lot of summer vactions with my grandparents who were not as educated. They lived in a little village where i would play in the house, in the farm and in our woods.
But i digress, when i was in highschool i was at Teiko Junior High School, it was a great school with lots of clubs which it did not make my life esier, i always had to settle for just one, when i liked pretty much everything.
During my teens i was a little too layed back compared to my life later at University, i passed my tests was an average student but i was really a Happy cheerfull person, always positive, with others at least, funny and kind, which made my social life really active, i had lots of friends but just a few best friends, i never had problems with being relaxed in the presence of the oposite sex, or so i thought, cause once you hit puberty your mind starts to wonder, your Body changes and blah blah blah you get the picture.
I was in the same class as Shogo Haizaki and that's how i found out about the Basketball club, wasn't really interested in it but after seeing the "generation of miracles" play i have to admit they draw you in.
Haizaki was not a kind or pleasent person so neither me or my friends had any conections with him, it was just known through out the school who he was.
Okay okay, lets hurry up and get to the point, On my third years i made the mistake of going to one of the school's basketball games. "

Present day

-Huney! Are you ready? We are going to be late! Kurokochi will never forgive-me! – said kise in a hurried tone entering our bedroom
- Okay okay im ready! I think Momoi would kill us first, to be honest... – i got up from the chair, and put the pen down on top of my diary.
- Lets go , lets go! – kise was giving the final touch to his perfect hair in front of the mirror and fixing his bowtie
He looks at me, his eyes wide open while smiling
-Oh Kaori i can never get used to your beauty, u look so lovely! – He made me blush, as usual, he came closer and kissed me
-Thank you kise, you look much better then me in that suit, i have to be carefull with the other girls! – i laughed with him
- I could answer to that but i don't want to be late! It's their big day! – Kise and i left the house, we looked like the perfect red caret couple, kise with his beige suit and i with a gorgeous long dark blue navy dress , just like a greek goddess.

...

Already in the car while our driver led us to the place where the wedding would be i sighed.
- Are you going to be okay? With him there? – kise asked while he grabbed my hand worried
- Of course i will , it was ages ago ! im fine really, stop being insecure kise, i love you, he is just a friend, our friend , lets Forget, i want to Forget... – i give him a little kiss.
- I love you too i can't imagine my life now without you Kaori, im sorry sometimes i get insecure, i guess you are right, its all in the past .

...
At the reception
...

Kuroko and Momoi were having a western style wedding, Momoi was glowing in her day, her white princess dress fitted perfectly in her, Kuroko was actualy smiling all the time, their relationship has been flawless and i was so proud of them.
In the garden momoi was surrounded by her girlfriends from work and as soon as our eyes met we started screaming and running towards each other and had a big hug
-Congradulations! Oh my gosh im so happy for you! – i said with watery eyes
- Thank you thank you kaori! No tear no tears our make it, oh my god i still think im dreaming! – she gave me another hug.

Meanwhile while we were catching up kise was cheerfully waiting for his turn to congradulating momoi when ...
-Wow they really missed eachother ! – kuroko said i his polite quiet voice
-AAAH! Kurokochi! Everyfuckingtime! – he said holding his chest
-eheh never gets old does it? – kuroko smiled
-GoD! Kurokochi! Congradulations! – he hugged him which made kuroko not so happy
- Hai hai enough ! thank you so much Kise-kun , i really am living a dream! – he confessed.
-Time goes by so fast does it not? – they her akashi's voice close and when they turned all of the old team was present.
- You guys! Finally! – said kise and kuroko at the same time
-Congradulations Kuroko! – they all said with smiles on their faces
-AHOMINE! – they heard Momoi scream, he flinched
-WHY DID YOU NOT COME TO THE CEREMONY? – she was face to face now
- EEH? Church is boring i still came here though! – he said
-U know what? I can't be mad today! We missed you , you idiot! - she was hugged by Aomine and he said i quite congradulations during the hug.
-Come on guys canapés are served! Dig in! – she announced
-Food! I was starving! – Murasakibara was starting to drool
-Atsushi, be polite please , it's a wedding! – Himura said while putting an arm in front of him
- haaaai , give me a kiss then! – he demanded
-Gosh! – himuro pulled him from his tied and kissed his husband
-You guys are sooo cute! Oh my god im freaking out here, my yaoi perversions comming through! – i said while coming closer and holding kise's harm
-Kaori! Its been so long ! how have you guys been? – Kagami asked
-Oh you know traveling here and there, working, but we are just fine!
Aomine gives us a glare, empty but intense, i know that look, but he quickly acted normal
-That's right we have been very lucky in our buisness, beeing famous these days! – he bragged in an inocente way
-I remember the first movie you guys did together , quite risque! – kagami said – a lot has happened since then ! we are getting old...
-Let's not think about the past , lets just enjoy today! –Midorima interviened
-Right you are, oh look champgne ! – Akashi pointed out
We all got a glass
-Cheers! – the leader raised the glass
-Cheeers! – we all drank

Later

-Im sooo fuulll! – Kagami sat back with his hands on his stomach
-Already? I can't stop eating this food is delicious, almost as good as mine! – Murasakibara said
-You monster! I think i need a break from food- taiga was at his limit
-Atsushi dont eat more, you'll get sick, save yourself for the cake! - Himuro asked
- Yes wife! – he joked provoking him
-MURASAKIBARA! SO HELP ME GOD! I WILL... – he stood up pissed while taiga held him
-Hai hai sorry sorry! Ill stop eating! – he pulled him close holding him
-You stupid giant! – he calmed down
-NEEEE midorima-chi... i think you should find a girlfriend! Like tonight! – said kise a little tipsy
-Kise will you ever grow up? – he sounded a little outo f patience
-HEEh? What about you? With your lucky charm of the day ? – touche kise
-hm.. hmm that is a different ... oh shut up kise! – he blushed
-Ahah the top surgeon of Japan blushing, now this is a sight for sore eyes! – akashi was deeply amused
-Aomine whats wrong? You are so quiet? – Kagami asked
-me? I .. I have nothing to say, im just sleepy ... i'll be back – he got up
-Are you sure? You did have a lot to drink! – his friend was worried
-You know me , i'll be fine, i just need a nap.- he walked outside of the mansion

The reception was beautifull, the waltz, the cake the fireworks, the dance party, everyone was full of joy, i started feeling hot, with all the dancing and the drinks were affecting me, kise was beggining to sober up and joined the rest of the guys from the past days, who were having a chat.
-Babe im going outside its a little hot in here, going to get some air okay? – i said waving my hands at my face trying to cool down
-Sure , do you want me to go with you? Should i be worried? – he caressed my face
-No no im fine, just have fun with the guys, i'll be right back okay? – i kissed him
-Okay !

I left , as soon as i got outside the fresh air felt like a miracle, i looked around and everyone seemed to be either gone or inside.
I looked at the sofas, in the garden, didnt think twice and decided to lay down.
As soon as i sit down, distracted with the moon and the stars i feel something warm in my but, defenitly not a couch!
-AHH! IM SO SORRY! – I gasped getting up , as i look down
-Hey im not a couch! – he woke up pissed
-DAIKI! – my heart skipped a beat
-KAORI! – he said at the same time
-I dont think kise will be happy with you sitting on my lap! – he joked
-Don't be stupid, it was an accident!
-Was it? I dont think it was eheh – his attitude anoyed me
-If your not going to be an adult about it , fine! Excuse me! – i turned starting to leave
-NO! Whait! , sit down – he grabbed my hand
-Why should i? – oh man these drinks ...
-Lets talk , its been so long.. – he was still holding my hand
-Fine, fine, so... who are you and kagami? NBA players, i've heard – i sat down while he freed me
-Hm.. – he smiled – yeah , who would have thought that we would be best friends ! – he was tense
-Yeah , its good ... – all the memories surface , curse these drinks
-Why did you call me daiki? – he looked at me with puppy eyes, eyes that chocked me
-I ... hm.. its your name right? – i blushed with the memories of me and him, deeply in love whispering his name in pleasure
-You haven't called me that in years... – he got closer
-Yeah... its ... yeah years... how is your wife? – i smiled, He steped back
-How is kise ? – he provoked
-He missed you and the guys... - i was interrupted
-Too bad he fucked up our friendship – he sounded angry
-Aomine! You know what ? if you are so blind that you cant see the truth i don't care anymore, he didn't do anything to you , im out of here, its no use with you! – i screamed
-You don't care? You don't care? You guys stabed me from the back ! my best friends, and when i was going to ... – he looked at me with puppy eyes again
-Going to what Aomine? Huh? You have no idea what we've been through... – i was so angry, my emtions were all mixed up
-Never mind ! you, you are the one with no idea ...im just glad i learned the truth sooner then later, liars! I wish kise was dead! And i will never forgive you! – i snapped , i couldnt take it anymore , i slapped him, as hard as i could,
-SHUT UP! - my blood was boiling.
He looked furious , he grabbed my hand hard, to the point of hurting
-Let go of me! - i tried to keep it down not to cause a scandal
-Or what? You'll slap me again? – he asked still furious
-Im seriously thinking about it! – i raided my hand
-Do it! . he teased, i started crying, it was too much, all the emotions locked so deep started to to come up, and all that surpressed pain...
As i started to try and slap him with the other hand he grabed it and kissed me, i opened my eyes in shock, his eyes were closed, he meant that kiss, he turned and placed me underneath him in that couch, my vision was going foggy
-Aomine what do you think your doing? – i whispered in a plead for a miracle to make him stop
-shhh dont want to be caught do you? – he silenced me with hand, i tried to speak but no use – do you still love being touched on your neck? – i shivered just thinking about it
-Please don't! – i managed to speak while he released my mouth , with his hand he traced my leg while kissing me again but this time he tried to deepen the kiss, forcing his tong into my mouth, i surrendered and kissed him back for a short while , he stopped and licked my neck giving it a little nibble
Some part of me gave me strenght and pushed him back
-stop! Stop this! We can't! You are married, im with kise, we are drunk and i am NOT falling for this again! – i sat down keeping my distance
Aomine was silent for a second, he squeezed his fists as if cursing himslef for being so weak to let temptation get the best of him.
-your right! I can't let this happen again! – "she is a liar! Aomine he is a liar!" he told himslef
-Im gonna go... – i started to walk back in but i stoped – Hey listen ... you might not believe me, or him, but i really did love you... daiki... by – i finished and walked inside still upset, what i feared the most happened , my feeling for me him did not die after all.
"what? No way... dont believe her! Daiki dont! " he thought " Maybe "

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