Gotcha

Chapter One

Disclaimer: i dont own newsies. because if i did i wouldn't be writing this right now. i would be making it into a movie. (ha...i make this sound like a good story)

Rating: M...right? maybe T? no, i think the swearing makes it a M.

It all started with a bunch of letters. Speedy was sending them to me from the Newsboys Lodging House in New York, while I was here in Santa Fe.

so aside from sucky, hows it goin?

blink and -speedy-

okay, i met a girl.

her name is amy.

g2g, i um...have business to do

CoWbOy

care to elaborate?

blink

no

CoWbOy

lemmie rephrase that. elaborate now

blink

ps-what do you mean 'business'?

go elaborate your own life, now would you PLEASE leave me in peace so i can go fuck my girlfriend?!?!!?!?!?!?!?

CoWbOy

ps-i mean none of your business

thank you so much for that UNNEEDED info.

blink

when you cant even be nice to your real friends who actually care about something other than your genitals, you have issues. go fuck yourself

-speedy-

you asked.

CoWbOy

i just wanna make sure your not suicidal or something...geeze...

blink

my comment still stands. go fuck yourself

-speedy-

hey speedy. why, may i ask, are you not fuckin' blink? he needs some fuckin'. give him a full share.

CoWbOy

I'm writing a letter dumbass. there are those of us who don't have sex every waking moment of our freakin' lives. but when we fuck we both give our full share. trust me, I'd know. my comment still stands. cause anyone who doesn't care about their real friends doesn't deserve anyone else.

-speedy-

ps- but thanks fir the idea. i am feeling a little fuck-ish...

-speedy-

pps- one more thing cowboy. kiss my ass

-speedy-

watch your mouth around my girlfriend! i didn't swear around sarah, you don't say that shit to speedy.

blink

well, since i don't have to watch my mouth around you...

go fuck ur gf. she's in need of loving.

CoWbOy

well ya really like that word, huh? well i'll say this; i give speedy plenty of love and lots of fucks. but you should leave those of us who are actually IN LOVE alone. versus someone chick from the street whos probably a prostitute.

blink

about that pps Speedy...was that an invite to fuck you? cause me, ponyboy, dont give up an offer to fuck.

CoWbOy

if you ever harass, hit on, or make a suggestive comment to my girlfriend ever again, i will kick your god damn ass! prostitute lover.

blink

she ain't no prositiute. i know that for a fact. she don't fuck like them do. But thanks. i take that as a compliment.

CoWbOy

i swear, i try to be nice. but when you start talking like that, i REALLY wanna kick your ass. i don't especially want ya ta fuck me, seeing as how i don't like you and i have a perfectly awesome boyfriends who I'm in love with. so suck it up, pony boy. cause i know ya want me, but ya cant have me. get over it. only prostitutes like you.

-speedy-

ps- i don't care what perverted comment you make, but fuck you.

-speedy-

pps- one more thing : kiss my ass, bitch

-speedy-

boyfriends? i suggest you read that letter more carefully. i am going to tell blink you're cheating on him.

again.

CoWbOy

ps-fuck you back

oh kiss my ass cowboy. you know i cant write. and even if i did cheat, which is something only dirty people do, who would i cheat with? i mean, there are no good people out there other than blink and just cause i say 'fuck you' doesn't mean i wanna have sex with you. i mean i think you're dirty and should burn in hell. are we clear.?

-speedy-

ps- blink trust me more than you. that stuff happens when you turn into a bitch, jack.

-speedy-

pps- so stop trying to blackmail me.

-speedy-

ppps- as i said, fuck you

-speedy-

pppps- u are a prostitute lover. or your in love with a stripper. just to get the song stuck in your head...

-speedy-

you're being cheating on. by speedy. read her letter and weep:

'seeing as how i don't like you and i have a perfectly awesome boyfriends'

boyfriends!!!

CoWbOy

ps-this is all true
i asked speedy. she told me she loved me and it was a spelling mistake. and how could she cheat on me when we spend all of our time together?

blink

you are gonna kiss my ass someday speedy. you too blink. you're gonna grovel just to fuck me and my pretty ass. i sware it. blink's gonna go gay and you speedy are going to see whats good in me and not in blink. kiss my ass SUCKAS!!!!

cOwBoY

okay. You've done it now!!!!!!!! my boyfriend will NOT go gay, cause we love each other. and i would NEVER fuck you for anything. never ever ever!!!!!!! what is wrong with you? are you desperate? i wouldn't have sex with you if i was the last woman and you were the last man. i have no clue how to word this, but why the fuck do you wanna fuck me? you make no sense, ponyboy. and don't even say the 'save a horse, ride a cowboy' line. cause that's just perverted.

-speedy-

ps- go to hell, bastard

-speedy-

thats it i am not talking to you anymore.

go on.

say it.

hallelujah

cOwBoY

ps-right now i am fucking my gf, just to make you happy. ya HAPPY?!

you have issues. lots of em. i dont care if you talk to me as long as you don't say you wanna fuck me. i don't like your gf so no I'm NOT happy!!!!!!!!

-speedy-

so u admit that you have feelings for me... wow. i feel honored

cOwBoY

I'm not in love with you. i just care for your well being. if you date a prostitute then she'll break your heart and heart break sucks. the only person who deserves that is sarah. but that's a different story... anyhoo, i just think that maybe-MAYBE-you're semi-good deep down and there's a little hope for you. but just a little.

-speedy-

ps- I'm not infatuated with you, if that's what u were hinting at

-speedy-

i'm not talking to you anymore.

btw, i broke up with my gf today.

CoWbOy

no. you will talk to us. so i can patrol your life.

just kidding. but really. talk, or come back and live here and then talk. cause deep down, we all miss jacky boy.

thanks for breaking up with her, but would you care to elaborate?

-speedy-

we were fuckin' one day and then she got really into it and she moaned and did all that crap.

then she said she loved me.

i said that i didn't love her.

and she got mad (duh)

she was like, how could you?

i said i loved another.

she asked who.

so i told her.

cOwBoY

ooooooo now that's a good story! so who do you love? i swear i wont tell!!!!!!

-speedy-

ps- good job using big kid words

-speedy-

you.

CoWbOy

::squeezes eyes shut trying to think:: oh my. well...uh...i dunno what to say.

-speedy-

so, um...

i think i'm coming back home.

will you b there to greet me?

please?

cOwBoY

sure. I'll be there. i think I'm gonna come by myself so we can have a nice long chat.

-speedy-

don't tell me ur gonna reject me

if you are then i will not come.

and i'll find a new prostitute to fuck.,

cOwBoY

define reject. that word has a lot of meanings.

please come home. we miss you. i miss you.

besides, i wanna talk to you. this is something we need to talk about.

please.

-speedy-

ps-now i understand a lot more than i did before. please come home pouty face

-speedy-

pps- u don't wanna see this face sad, do you?

-speedy-

i reread the letters from before.

i feel really bad. i was mean. i was evil. i jumped to conclusions really fast.

I'm sorry.

really sorry. super sorry. i wanna scream it off the top of the world building how sorry i am.

i just said that stuff cause i was mad.

i was a bad person. i wish i could make it up to you.

i know this don't cover it, but if/when you come back, ill treat you to lunch at tibby's?

please.

-speedy-

ps- please come home. please

-speedy-

when i told her i loved you i meant it.

when we talk you're going to reject me. say that you don't love me back. say that you don't want this love to last, even though i'll never stop loving you.

thats rejection.

cOwBoY

I'm not saying anything right now. I'm still thinking. a lot.

we need to talk. in person. There's a lot to talk about.

come home.

please.

-speedy-

i forgive you.

only because i love you.

and yes...i accept lunch at tibby's.

and yes...i am taking the 6:00am train from santa fe into new york.

i'll be there in three days. i promise.

cOwBoY

you have no idea how relieved i feel. no idea.

yay! You're coming home! thank you!!!!

I'll be there.

-speedy-

R&R!

sry if it was a little confusing...this is just background info i guess.

like an introduction

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