Disclaimer: I don't anything Stephanie Meyer does
Disclaimer: I don't anything Stephanie Meyer does.
This IS a one-shot
I Don't Love You
Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
Edward led me out into the depths of the forest. Yet, I could still see the road and my house from here. Oh, so far away… Edward and I took a deep breath, almost exactly in synch. I would have smiled if not for the depressing, tense mood that seemed to have a cover over us.
"Okay, what's up?" I asked. I sounded more calm and brave then I thought I would.
"Isabella," My whole name surprised me, sending a wave of dejectedness through me. Edward regarded me with a hard, icy stare. "We're leaving."
Why was he acting like this? If we were leaving couldn't we finish high school first?
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
I pretty much caught the tone so I didn't have to ask why. But still I couldn't resist my curiosity, " We can't we finish high school? Just a few months and we're out forever…."
I trailed off as he flinched just a tiny bit. But as fast as it came it went.
"No, Bella, we are leaving without you." Edward's soft, musical voice made those harsh words that much harder for me to bear. A tear escaped my eyes. I was going to lose him, possibly forever. I shook me head numbly.
"Why? Why are you doing this to me? I… I thought…" I couldn't say the rest of the sentence. I thought you loved me, Edward. I guess I was wrong.
And after all the time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-noting I don't know
"Bella, I just don't love you anymore." He said. My silent sobs were mixed in with hysterical breathing.
"You just don't love me?" I asked in disbelief, "Am I just that worthless to you?"
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
His body language was telling me the truth but in his eyes, it held a thousand lies.
Agony, distrust, anger and never-ending remoteness, shown in his too black of eyes.
When you go
Would you even turn to say
I don't love you like I did yesterday
"I promise you this, Isabella Swan, you will never see me again. Or any of my family. This is just too hard for me to bear. I'm not human and I'm seeing the truth. Vampires and Humans don't mix. They never will."
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of the needless beating
"Just keep yourself safe, Bella. Because I won't be there to catch you when you fall." Edward said in an ice-filled tone. I was going to pass out if he continued.
But baby when they knock you
Down and Out
It's where you outta stay
"Don't Edward, please don't!" I pleaded. Didn't he see how much I loved him? Willing to turn into one of them if he asked one day! He glared back mercilessly. My whole body went into a cold numbness.
"Sorry Bella. I don't love you."
And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollars just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
"I'll never forget you. But I have to go. Forever." Edward's soft voice carried to my numb ears.
Whoa, Whoa
When you go
Would you even turn to say
I don't love you like I did yesterday
"Good-bye, Isabella Swan, forever."
When you go would you have the guts to say
I don't love you like I did yesterday