Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi or Thirteen Reasons Why.
I couldn't believe it. I had found out hours ago, but the shock had just now set in. Joey had just left and Angie was at school and I was all alone in the garage.
The same garage that we hung out in together less than a year ago.
For the first time that day, I let the tears fall freely down my cheeks.
'How could she do this to me...to everyone.'
"Dammit!" I yelled, punching the closest object, a wall. It hurt. I didn't care.
I backed up against the wall and sank down to a sitting position. I sat there for a moment, giving myself time to calm down.
All I could think about was the last time I saw her. Ellie.
I wish I could undo everything that happened, starting with the first time I came back.
I wish I hadn't have been snorting coke, I wish I hadn't used her like that, and I wish she hadn't taken her own life.
Not all wishes come true.
I heard someone ring the doorbell, but didn't even move. I didn't want to.
I waited for at least five more minutes before I walked back into the house. I opened the front door to find a package on the step.
I picked it up and set it down on the couch. I started to walk away, I expected the box to be for Joey.
But, then I caught sight of my name on the package.
A/N: I shouldn't be writing this, I should be updating my other fic, but this idea just hit me. You don't need to have read Thirteen Reasons Why, but I recommend it for anyone who wants to read it. It will take a while for this to get updated, but whatever. I love feedback, so please take the time to review.
Lots of Love,
Caroline