I Do not own Twilight. S. Meyer does.
Okay, this is my first crack at Fanfic, so feel free to give your opinions or suggestions and all that good stuff.
This is me jumping into writing my first story and first lemony encounter. Just seeing how it feels, and judging by your response, if I should stay away from it or not.
Really, thanks for even giving this the time :)
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Click…
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The endless clicking of Banners pen echoed loudly in the small classroom relentlessly clawing at the inside of my brain. He never could get rid of that annoying habit, but no one dared to complain lest they feel the wrath of Ball crusher Banner himself.
Finals were coming up in Anatomy class and we had to use this silent study time to "beat it into our brains" as he so eloquently put it. I've prepared adequately for this exam and study for an hour everyday so this down time is practically worthless when there's more productive activities to waste the day with. Like reassembling old computer parts or finishing my enterprise space ship model I've been working on for months.
I don't like to use labels so I wouldn't outright call myself a geek, but if you were to ask anyone in Forks High they would defiantly point me out as 'Loser', exhibit A. That is to say if they even saw me at all. I mean I have friends, I'm not a wimpy guy, and I could definitely hold my own in a fight. I'm not the button down pocket protector type at all, although I do have black rimmed glasses that my sister Alice likes to calls of the 'geek chic' variety.
My status in this place has been set for a long time and I'm fine with it. No mixing of inner circles aloud.
Speaking of this hell hole, the science room is boiling to the point were we all could be vegetables for Forks beef stew. Seriously, this room is stifling and you can smell the musky sent of bodies all cramped in a small space right now.
Glancing over to the clock I see we only have thirty seconds left. Thank god, I really couldn't last another minute in this Sauna!
Right as banner signals for us to leave I start shoving all my books into my bag as fast as I can trying to beat the rush of people fleeing the room. I guess I'm moving a little too fast because the next thing I know I'm tripping over the carpeted floor landing right on my ass. Text books burst from my bag like candy from a piñata. Shit.
No matter, at least no one was watching right?
"Oh my God! Edward are you okay?!" I hear a frantic lovely voice say.
Oh no…
I immediately stop gathering my books and look up. Sheer embarrassment takes over as I see the person standing over me.
Bella Swan just saw me trip and fall like an idiot.
Damnit. This has become officially the worst day ever.
I must have looked like a complete moron sitting there on the floor not moving staring up at the most beautiful girl to grace Forks High's Hallways.
She bent down to start helping me pick up all my things while I just keep staring at her, probably with my mouth hanging open, welcoming all the flies to come on in.
My brain finally catches up and I realize I should say something. "Uhh.. Yea I'm ..okay?" what the fuck?
Did I really just phrase that as a question?
"Oh good, you went down so hard I wasn't sure if you hurt yourself."
I'm pretty sure nothing registered in my brain past the word hard.
Okay, now's really not the time to indulge in my juvenile hormone driven mind.
"No!, I- I'm fine, I guess I just wasn't going where I was looking." Oh God, did that really just come out of my mouth? She must think I'm dyslectic or something now. I put my head down to hide my flaming cheeks that would confirm my stupidity.
I was surprised when she started laughing, not at me, but like I told her a funny joke. "Well don't be too worried, it happens to me all the time." we stood together when we finished collecting all my books and I was sure after her unexpected act of kindness that she would be satisfied and leave. Instead she stood there with the most breathtaking smile on her face waiting for me to say something else.
"Umm.. Thanks for helping me, I'm sure you really didn't want to stay in this scorching room any longer, but it was very nice of you."
"Oh don't worry about it, I don't mind the heat so much. It reminds me of class rooms back in Phoenix, It was always hot." she said wiping at the sweat on her neck.
Yes, hot. Very, very hot.
"Besides, I wanted to catch you before you left anyway."
Say what?
"You did? Why?"
"well, I wanted to ask if your busy tomorrow night?" she looked up at me with a hopeful expression. I was at a loss for words. Busy? Tomorrow night? Where exactly was this conversation going? And where was I fitting into all this?
"Umm.. Well no. why do you ask?" I said in a curious tone.
"Monday is Banners exam and I'm not sure if I'm ready for it. I know that you understand all this stuff and I was hoping that we could go over it together." I could see Bella was nervous about asking me but I couldn't understand why. If all she needed was some help with Anatomy then I'm happy to oblige.
"Yea, no problem. Just tell me when and I'm there." I didn't want to sound too eager but the mere thought of being around Bella in a non school atmosphere had me jumping for joy on the inside. She smiled up at me, her chocolate brown eyes lighting up giving me chills in the very overheated room.
"Great! Let me give you my address and you can come over tomorrow, lets say around.. 2 PM? my dad doesn't get off work until way late so we'll have the house to ourselves."
"Sounds good to me. Need me to bring anything?" I asked ecstatic at the prospect of being alone in a house with Bella, even if we were just going to study.
"Nope, all I need is you."
I knew she didn't mean in the romantic sense but that didn't stop me from imaging her saying that in a very different context.
As Bella leaned over to write her address on piece of paper for me I couldn't help but stare at the delicious display of damp skin I've tried to ignore for the past ten minutes. I followed a drop of perspiration with my eyes as it slipped from Bella's collarbone to her cleavage crawling millimeter by millimeter down the pale, soft canyon of her…
"Done!" she smiled totally unaware of my inappropriate ogling. "I put my number on there too, you know, just in case." she said handing me the paper.
"Alright, well, I guess I'll see you tomorrow then." I said holding my bag in front of me to hide the affect that damn trail of sweat had on me. I walked quickly to the open door almost running to get out.
"Okay… bye Edward." I heard as I bolted out of the room. I probably looked like a real douche bag for running away from her but I'd rather she not see me sporting wood after inviting me over to her house.
Her house. Me and Bella, Bella and I, alone together.
Is it tomorrow yet?
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I can't believe this.
I cant believe I have absolutely nothing to wear.
When did I all of a sudden turn into a chick and care about how I look you ask? About five hours ago when I woke up and realized I was going to be around a girl today. And not just any girl. Bella, the star of my ultimate fantasies. I had to put in more effort than throwing on the nearest pair of pants.
I've basically ripped apart my entire room looking for the best outfit to wear today so I can at least look somewhat put together and not a total slob. Unfortunately I have nothing outside of jeans and t-shirts. I narrow it down to all the ones without a cartoon character on it and come up with a fitted black t-shirt and dark blue jeans topped off with my raggedy pair of chucks that go with everything.
My hair on the other hand is a complete chaos and I run my hand through it a couple times to get it looking decent enough. I push my glasses back up my nose and stare in the mirror for a second. Not bad, not bad.
Okay, you can do this Cullen. Its just a girl, a very attractive girl, but still. There no need to panic. Don't be a sucker, she just wants to study Anatomy together.
Oh we can study her anatomy alright..
No! don't think about her body.
Think about anything but her body.. Not those deep brown eyes… that cute button nose… those long slender legs… those plum red lips… those full perky brea-…
NO! bad, bad Edward! Must not think dirty thoughts.
I shake my head trying to rid the images of sweaty Bella from my mind. I check my watch and see I only have 20 minutes to get there.
I grab my leather jacket from my desk chair and head out the door ready to have my once in a life time chance of hanging out with the most beautiful girl in school.
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At exactly 1:59 PM I pull up to Bella's empty drive way in my Volvo. Then I remember this is the same spot the police chiefs cruiser sits when he's home.
Yea, police chief Swan. Doesn't that just make me fell comfortable that he's not around and I'm with his one and only daughter alone.
I take a few deep breaths and finally work up the nerve to get out and knock on the door. I don't know why I'm so nervous, I mean its not like this is a date or anything. This is a study session between two teenagers in the same class. There no way a girl like Bella Swan could ever find a geek like me remotely attractive.
Its quiet for a few beats until the door finally opens revealing the Goddess behind it. Bella is smiling up at me with her innocent wide eyes that are a complete contrast to the sinful outfit she has on. She is wearing a micro mini denim skirt that hardly covers her behind and a tight blue halter top showing ample amount of cleavage. Her hair is down in loose curls falling around her shoulders, she's barefoot, and without any make up on.
I think I just drooled a little.
"Edward! I'm happy you made it." she smiled so brightly I thought a chorus of angels were going to start singing.
I stood there absolutely speechless at the sight of so much Bella. She started to walk back into the house leaving the door open for me to follow. I must of not moved because she turned back around and said "are you coming?" I nodded and started into the door way.
Oh yes Bella, defiantly coming.
She led me into the living room where everything was already set out and motioned for me to sit on the couch. She asked if I wanted anything to drink but I refused, too jumpy to take down anything. I focused all my energy into the task at hand and started right away with the basics.
An hour later we were still going over terms that Bella was having trouble understanding. I would break down the word, put it in simple English, and ask her to say it in a sentence. As time went on my nerves started to disappear and we became much more comfortable with each other. Occasionally we took a break and just talked like we've known each other forever about anything and everything. Bella was much more than a pretty face. she was smart and independent and confident. She told me about her life in Arizona with her mom and how she came to live with her dad here in Forks. Being in the middle of a divorce must have been hard on her but she talked about it with a brave face on not letting old emotions get the best of her. I truly admired this.
"So, has living in Forks been what you thought it would be?" I asked curious to get her opinion.
"Well, it's defiantly been different from Phoenix. Honestly I didn't expect to like it all that much here at first." her right leg was tucked underneath her on the couch and she rested her head back looking towards the ceiling. I was in a similar position but I was facing in her direction looking right at her. She turned to me and said "But after awhile certain things started to capture my attention, and It wasn't so bad anymore."
"Like what? I've lived here my whole life and I can say nothing has captured mine." I said bewildered she could like it even a little here. Ignoring my question she asked "So, nothing has had you interested? What about someone? A girl maybe?" she teased.
This I was not ready to talk about. "No, I mean, not anyone I've gone to school with my whole life. Besides no girl has ever really been interested in me before anyway." I said truthfully.
"you've never had a girlfriend?" she said skeptically.
"Nope, never." I could feel the blush spreading over my cheeks.
"Really? well, you've kissed a girl haven't you?"
"Of course, I'm not a total reject. I've kissed a couple girls before. Mostly during stupid games like spin the bottle or seven minutes in heaven." these experiences ending horribly I might add, with both parties never speaking of it again.
"Edward can I ask you something personal?" she said sounding unsure.
"Okay" I agreed hesitantly.
"Are you a virgin?" she whispered.
This is about the time I wished I never stepped foot into this house. How was I going to respond to that? I gulped audibly. "Umm…Well, yea.. I am." I said quietly looking everywhere but her face. Bella shifted closer to me until her knees touched my thigh and I slowly meet her gaze. "No ones ever … touched.. you before?" she asked staring into my eyes.
"Uhh.." I didn't know what to say. She was so close, and her hair smelt so good, thoughts were jumbled in my head. I just blurted out whatever came to mind first. "No one other than myself."
Holy shit.
Did I just admit to Bella that I touch myself? Could I have made this any less embarrassing!? My eyes widened as I looked up at her, sure she would be disgusted by my admission. What I found was a complete surprise. Bella's chocolate eyes seemed to darken and glaze over with… desire? No, it can't be. Can it?
What she said next nearly gave me a heart attack. "What do you think about when you touch yourself?" her voice was rough and lust filled. What the hell would I say without being honest?
Oh well Bella you see, you just happen to be the staring role in all my nightly jack off sessions. Yea right!
I started to scoot back, a little intimidated by the intense stare she was currently giving me. "Bella umm.. I don't really.. You see I… " I couldn't form a complete sentence with her moving closer every time I moved back. She cornered me and I was trapped between her body and the arm rest.
"Edward, I'm going to be honest. I like you, I like you a lot. And I really just made studying together an excuse for you to hang out with me alone today." I couldn't believe what I was hearing. So she wanted to spend time with me? Alone? I was still trying to wake myself up when she leaned down and said quietly against my lips "Will you kiss me?"
All my built up hormones immediately shot forth as one and I crashed my lips to Bella's in a fiery passion that I have never known. We both moaned at the same time consuming each other as if our lips were the last breath of oxygen. Boldly I ran my tongue across her lower lip in hopes she would let me inside the heaven that is Bella's mouth. She immediately opened and let me explore this cave of wonders. I let her enter my moth in return responding in gasps every time she swirled her talented tongue in a new way.
Eventually Bella crawled up into my lap burying her hands into my hair roughly pulling on the strands. I settled my hands on her hips and just enjoyed the blissful moment. It was apparently not enough for Bella though and she started to rock her hips in a maddening seductive rhythm that had me begging for more. I could see her skirt lifting, exposing a hint of blue and lace underneath.
"Bel- Ugh…Bella, wait.. what are y- Ohh... doing?" I tried to get out through the pleasure induced haze. I wasn't sure where she was planning to take this and I had to know what she wanted.
She leaned back to look into my eyes and said "Edward, I want you. Please. I've wanted you for so long I can't stop now." her words were on repeat in my brain. How could I ever deny her?
"Yes baby, I want you too. Just tell me what you want and you can have it." I promised.
She gave me a wicked grin and leaned down to put her lips next to my ear "I want you in my mouth."
I almost exploded right there. I became very nervous imaging her reaction to seeing me so exposed. I didn't think Bella was the type to go off comparing sizes with her friends but it still harbored some fear in me. She started to place small pecks all over my face to relax me and it seemed to be working. Slowly she ran her fingertips down my chest and across my abdomen tracing the muscles along the way. She finally reached my belt and started unbuckling staring at my face the whole time. As soon as it was undone she unbuttoned my pants and slowly started to pull down the zipper lightly touching the outline of my very visible hard on through my jeans.
I shifted to pull my jeans down a little but not all the way off. Bella got off my lap and positioned herself on her knees between my legs. My breathing already started accelerating and she hadn't even touched me yet.
Bella tucked her fingers below the waistband of my boxers and pulled them down until my throbbing erection sprang forth in front of her. I balled my hands into fists by my side and waited to see what she would do next. Ever so lightly she brushed her fingers down my shaft then wrapped her hand around the base and simply held it. I moaned loudly elated to have hands other than my own caressing me.
"Is this okay? Too tight?" she asked sweetly.
Ha, only Bella could seem sweet in such a demeaning position.
"Mmm…you can.. Squeeze.. A little.. ugh.. Tighter." I managed to get out breathlessly.
Bella squeezed a little firmer and then began to run her hand up and down stopping occasionally to swipe her thumb across the tip.
"Ughhh… Oh Bella…" I had no words to describe the intense pleasure that was coursing through my body. I felt like I was on fire, surrounded in an inferno.
Bella eventually leaned forward until her lips barley brushed my tip and blew on it lightly.
Oh fuuuck.
I looked down and watched as she licked the pre-cum that leaked from my slit and slowly put the head into her mouth. Jesus. it felt so good I couldn't help but buck my hips in response.
"Oh, fuck.. Bella that feels so…" I couldn't find the words to say how it felt. Before I even could say anything else she took me deeper inside inch by glorious inch taking in as much as possible. What couldn't fit she wrapped her fingers around massaging. she started to take me out slowly only to suck me back in a second later.
She fell into an easy rhythm bobbing her head up and down fitting a little more of me inside each time. I tried to stay focused and watch but the pleasure was too much and my eyes rolled back while my head hit the back of the couch. My mouth opened wide forming silent screams. Strange sounds that could only be loud groans and grunts were all I could hear.
My hand came up to fist gently in her hair, not to guide her movements, but to simply feel her silky brown tresses that tickled my thighs every time she moved down. I started to feel the familiar tightening in my stomach and the pressure in my balls signaling my impending release. I guess Bella felt it too because she started to move faster.
"Oh shit, oh fuck, Bella, yes!" my release was coming fast and I wasn't sure if Bella was the spit or swallow type so I tugged lightly on her hair warning her to get out of the way.
"Bellllaaaa….Oh God….I-..I'm going to.. Baby I-…Coming.."
She just tightened her hold on me and sucked harder, faster.
"FUCK!" I roared loudly as my orgasm hit full force shooting my release down her throat and feeling Bella swallowing every last drop.
It felt like it went on for hours but it was really only seconds. Climbing down from my orgasmic high I looked over to see Bella smiling up at me and I swear I heard those angels signing this time. After I caught my breath I tucked myself back into my boxers and pulled Bella up to face me giving her the most passionate, soft, grateful kiss I could.
Pulling back I rested my forehead to hers and she sighed in contentment. "Thank you." I said in a whisper. I didn't mean it in a 'thanks for blowing me' way either. It was a lot more than that and I hope she noticed it. We sat there together for a while, happy just holding each other.
I didn't know you could share such intimacy with someone and know such pleasure like that. I wanted her to feel that, reach a point so high you have no place to go except even higher. I wanted her to reach that peak and fall into endless bliss. I wanted her to come undone by me.
Self confidence when it comes to playing a game of laser tag or taking a test is no problem with me. Sexual confidence on the other hand is a completely non existent concept In my mind. I wasn't sure how to proceed with my request, but seeing as Bella was so blunt with hers, I could try to do the same. Getting out the words is the difficult part.
" Bella I- I…" I was mumbling now.
Come on, spit it out!
"Hmmm.." she sighed, acknowledging that I was trying to say something.
"Can I t-touch you too?" I asked in a small voice afraid of her answer. She gave me a lazy grin biting her full bottom lip sensuously and nodded. Anticipation swelled inside of me and I swear my glasses were fogging up with the amount of steam in the room. I looked down at her body eager to start but not sure how to go about it.
Sensing my lack of tact Bella took my hand at brought it to her cheek nuzzling into my palm. She then put my hand lower dragging my fingers up and down the column of her neck. I could feel the erratic pulse beat under the sensitive skin. My hand eventually came to her collar bone tracing the outline of the fragile area. I knew where this was going and I took over then, carefully placing my hand at the top swells of her breasts.
Bella pulled down her halter top until is was around her waist and I was greeted with the sight of her chest held up tightly by a strapless black bra. I wanted to grab and touch and squeeze all at the same time but I frozen, lost in a trance by the perfectly shaped mounds before me. Bella placed her hand over mine and slowly pulled it down to cup her firm breast.
I groaned at the feeling of her being just the right size to fill my hand. Gently I moved my fingers and rubbed my palm against her. She reacted by holding onto me tighter. I began to fully massage her more firmly then, bringing my empty hand up to work the other. Bella started moaning and pushing back into me, trying to find some kind of friction. I was so turned on by the sight of her all I wanted was to see more. So I asked. "Bella? Can I see.. more?" an unfamiliar gravely voice slipping past my lips. She simply nodded her head up and down unable to speak.
I pushed the cups of her bra down until it too was around her waist. My breath caught in my throat as I gazed at Bella's bare breasts in all their magnificent glory. They were perfectly round and perky, clear white creamy skin topped off with cherry pink nipples begging to be touched. I started massaging them again occasionally flicking the pad of my thumb across her hard nipples, pinching and pulling with my fingertips.
Bella threw her head back and started making the most delicious sound I've ever heard. Hissing and purring like a kitten vying for affection. "Mmm…Edward, I want you to touch me now. Please." she said desperately.
I removed my hands from her chest only to place them at her thighs resting on either side of my legs. I rubbed small circles across the skin and started moving higher until I hit the hem of her skirt. I pushed it up around her hips and was now staring at those lacy blue panties I got a glimpse of earlier. Holy hell.
Was I really ready to do this? What if I messed up and did something she didn't like? Or worse, hurt her?
No, I could do this. I will learn the delicate songs of her body and master them. Bella will surely tell me if I make a mistake. All I want is to give her pleasure and damnit, that's what I was going to do.
I brought my hand to her inner thigh caressing the overheated skin ascending higher as I went. When I got to the edge of her underwear I stopped for a moment and looked up to confirm her permission. She meet my eyes and had such admiration behind them is was almost too much to keep eye contact. I dipped one finger past the waistband and finally touched her tender flesh. I gently ran it down her lips pushing just the tip of a finger inside.
Mother Fucker, she was so wet.
"Oh, Edward" she moaned breathlessly.
I almost came again hearing her say my name like that. I pulled my finger out and started running it all around her trying to find that special spot that would drive her insane. I enjoyed the feeling of exploring such an intimate place of Bella's and was content to stay like this forever. Luckily I brushed a piece of raised skin that mad her jump and her jaw go slack. Bingo.
channeling everything I've learned from movies and porn I began to circle her throbbing clit, teasing it a little. "Ugh…it feels so…Oh…good" she said in a sultry voice. As I started to rub her clit more firmly she began rocking her hips and asking for more.
"Your f-f-fingers…ugh...I-inside me" she managed to get out. I moved my fingers down to her opening slowly sinking one inside and then another while rubbing her clit with my thumb.
Oh, for the love of all that's holy; she's so tight!
"Oh shit.. shit… Uhh.." I soon fell into a smooth rhythm In. Out. Rub. In. Out. Rub. It seemed to work judging by her moaning and thrashing.
"Faster, Oh, God faster!" she begged. Unable to deny her I started making my movements more rapid to accommodate her wishes. Her noises became louder as her orgasm approached. I could feel her wetness sliding down my hand as I kept working her faster and harder trying to bring her to her release.
"Bella, does this feel good? Am I doing this right?" I asked in a strained voice.
"Yes! Oh Edward! Yes.. Oh God…. I'm.. I.."
Is she?…fuck. yes Bella!, come for me.
she tilted her head back and screamed, climaxing all over my hand. There was nothing more spectacular than seeing Bella come like this, half naked and on top of me.
She's like this because of me.
As Bella came down from her orgasm I stopped my movements and pulled my fingers out of her. They were coated in her essence and I couldn't help but stare at the evidence of my greatest accomplishment. I, Edward Cullen, geek extraordinaire made Bella Swan, Perfection incarnate, come.
A huge wave of pride washed over me and I let my gaze meet Bella's with a self satisfied smirk on my face. She completely melted into my embrace so worn out she could hardly keep her head up. At a loss for words all she could say was "Wow.." I chuckled.
You could say that again baby.
I tightened my arms around her and laid back on the couch totally spent. We were silent for a while lost in our own thoughts until Bella sat up and place her hand on my chest. "Edward?" she asked in her melodic voice.
"Yea Bella?"
"What are you doing next weekend?"
"Umm.. I'm not sure. Why?" I asked curiously.
"Well, you know Anatomy's not the only subject I'm having trouble in…" she said with a mischievous smile.
"Oh really?" I grinned.
"Yup, why don't you come down next week and we can go over a little Physical Education?" she giggled. Hmm.. I see innocent Bella has been taken over by naughty Bella. I like it. I lean up and give her a quick kiss saying "Oh I'm defiantly coming." We both feel into a fit of laughter.
Is it next weekend yet?
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Sooo… what do you think?