preface: ever know the meaning of forbidden love? like Adam and eve with the apple tree. just forbidden? of course humans are selfish creatures, want what they cant have...i only wanted one thing..and yet i couldn't..
that's my life. something that was unimaginable happened the unbelievable. i was happy for a while..a while. happiness never lasts for who ever is like me. he helped me he watched over me...he loved me...and most imporwhitetly he made me feel like i was some body.
He gave me those sugar lips to kiss, velvet voice to hear, and a sweet heart to love.
its already hard to know that my heart and mind are at war..
but the skies has its limits. turn to someone like him to love? or just try and if failed give in?...
Chapter 1: Broken Wings.
Edward flew his way through the night, sighing as he went to her house.
Her room. He has been doing this for the last five years.
With her all day and all night.
He knows her, but she doesn't know him.
He flew and flew until he was at her window.
No he didn't need to open it. not at all, he just flew through the wall and into her room.
He watched her sleeping form, knowing the he has to give her those sweet dreams and his feelings.
And take her night mares and depressing mad feelings.
But he couldn't do that, well not with out a few sweet words to lift the spirits of her dead soul.
He flew to her until he was close to her bed.
He sat on the edge, his weight was like a feather to the bed.
He got up and went over to her and started stroking her wavy brown hair that was long to her back.
Every night he would do this.
"to the world you are no one, but remember that to someone you are there world. What a curs and both a blessing. Coming from the heavens to earth only to find my own heaven worth a thousand. Who frown at what such beauty could be deceived by coldness and darkness , missing on a sweet Brown eyed Chocolate piercing who is by such a Bella. Wavy brown hair that could blind me from beauty, Brown eyes sparkling like the suns beam with gold ,i am your guardian angel here in not knowing what mission shall i pass on. With you day and night. The red sea across the pillow.
Take my happy joy full feelings. And be blessed with sweet dreams. Give me your hurt and sorrow and give me your night mares for though i only love to see the day and not the night." He whispered.
Every night he would say a different thing to her soul, speaking straight to her heart.
Suddenly a wave of hurt, pain, sorrow, anger, loneliness, and frustration with anger came over him.
His head filled with black holes and unwanted scenes.
He winced from the pain, even though for the past five years this happened. He never got used to it.
This much pain was not normal for a human to bear.
Yet five years and never knew his mission.
His wings were starting to break from the pain, tears were forming in his eyes, but he could see the smile on her sleeping form.
And he hated it.
But he had to do it.
He sat with her for the rest of the night watching over her, guarding her, wincing in pain.
The morning came and Bella woke up, beautiful chocolate eyes opened to the world once again.
she stretched her hands randomly in the air, going through Edward's body like he wasn't even there.
He was still frowning but pushed the angry feelings away and forced himself to be happy, he has to give her good feelings to have at night and take hers in him
He watched her get up and go to the bathroom, he waited for her outside the door, for two reasons.
One because he thought that every creature on this planet need there privacy,
And two because a bathroom is a cursed place filled with demons so an angel couldn't go in, in the first place.
He reached out behind his back to fix his wings.
He put his white hand on his white wings, and started stroking it softly.
"hunger is an emotion, happiness is an emotion, sadness is an emotion, and so is what had happened for the last five years every night. No need to weaken on me and break in time of need, heal and help me and guard what is in the demons cell safely." He said,
Right then his wings slowly started to repair.
One of Edward's special powers as an angel is that he can subconsciously and emotionally change something by sweet words and wise words by an angel like him in experience.
He could hear the water running inside the bathroom.
He sighed and went back to her room and sat on her white sofa.
He went a hand through his Bronze hair
Sighing impatiently.
Just because he says sweet, kind words means he loves her.
He happens to feel quite the opposite.
The skylers sent him to her 5 years ago when it happened.
He was still new at being a guardian angel so he asked the for some help or advice.
But they treated him like any other angel, well not like any other angel, the only angel up in the sky's that they treat as a brother and a friend is Edward, but he still goes on there commands.
They have to figure out there mission with the person sent to and fix it.
He tried so much over the years.
He made her happy. He whispered kind stuff in her ear when she's down. He gives her his happy emotions and takes her mad ones in him for storage.
He gave her his human sweet dreams and took her night mares to break his wings every night.
He would try to make people stop being harsh on her and have some respect.
But nothing worked.
Slowly he was starting to loose hope and started think to go to the skylers and ask them to punish him but he just wanted to leave.
Out of all the angels there and out of all the people in need of guarding.,
He was cursed by her.
He saw the bathroom door open and quickly flew to her side,
With one last look in the bathroom he glared at the grinning demons.
"what a delight, a beautiful treat in the morning light." Said one of the demons.
"wow, your doing poetry now?." He said harshly.
He saw Bella close the door and look around her, "w-whos there?" she asked her voice colored with horror. But Edward was to busy in thoughts to even hear her, she went to her room in her towel.
She left her towel to fall on the floor.
He looked at the ceiling and waited for her to change.
When she was finished his eyes roamed over her outfit.
Jeans shorts and a black hoody with black converse.
He watched her brush her hair and fill in her bag with books.
He went by her side and started walking next to her downstairs.
"good morning, dad." He heard her say to her father.
"Bella." He said sternly.
"yes father?" she asked.
He could feel her worry and he could feel disappointment.
Her father always asks her to talk in a very formal way.
Not the way this modern age talks in.
Which suits Edward just fine.
Both him and Bella knew what he was about to say.
"aren't you ever going to be normal?, every morning i wake up to such a hateful sight!, sometimes I wish you were the one whom life had parted not your mother." He shouted.
He could see Bella's lower lip Trimble,
"I'm sorry dad." Her voice was barely above a whisper.
"now go and make me breakfast." He said,
He kept walking next to Bella and put his long, huge wings around her.
He couldn't do nothing this time.
Every time her father would do this he would stand still.
But he didn't like it one bit.
He remembered once, when Bella was reading a book, that he couldn't quite remember the name of
He smirked at the irony.
From how much he was with her, he was starting to forget.
He did remember when her father refused to make her read the book, not until he read it first.
And he also remembered that one quote that would scare him. He really never knew why..
He started to create an illusion circle around her father. And covered Bella's ears with his wings.
"look around the walls, white? Dead souls in there, eyes burning in you, treat who ever you know by mistake and will be burned by there dead eyes, whispering in your ear in a hunted voice, who is besides you at the moment if falter to talk good to one who is known" he whispered darkly.
He made his voice hover around her father.
"would you wanna hurt Bella? Dead souls around you? Even your dead wife Alana?, are you sure you wanna hurt your daughter Charlie?" he said harshly.
He let out a dark chuckle and could see her father tremble with fear.
That ought to teach him.
he thought.
But he knew that he would not stop anytime soon.
So he made another illusion for her father.
He started planting one of Bella's night mares in his head..
The ones that could break an angels wings from the pain.
He watched as his father started to wince and close his eyes in pain.
He watched as Bella dropped the piece of toast to the floor and run to her father.
How can she just drop a piece of gods gift like that on the floor?
He thought.
"dad. Dad! Are you okay?" she asked horridly.
Her dad kept wincing and nodded in pain.
"look, dad I'm going to call nine one one." He heard her say,
He quickly took out the memory out of her father's mind
He saw her father sigh with relief.
"no, its okay now just go to school." He said.
She nodded but her face still had a worried expression on it.
"b-bye dad. Please call me if u feel anything." She said.
She went out of the front door and he followed her outside, by her side,
He saw a few demons walking down the street whispering shameful stuff in peoples heads.
He would glare on everyone of them.
I have to visit the skylers today at night...i cant take it anymore.
He thought.
Sometimes he would wish for himself to become a demon.
But the skylers would never allow that.
He walked besides her walking to her school.
She never took the bus because the people there would just make fun of her and hurt her.
He suddenly heard her sigh next to him.
"its as if someone's here.." she muttered quietly.
He smiled a sad small.
"I'm with you." He said sadly.
Suddenly she jumped and looked around , "w-who is there?!" she asked in a scared voice.
My lord..she can hear me!
He quickly shut his mouth and stopped talking, Bella kept looking around and then sighed and kept walking.